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0.6

'Ivy' Frank Ocean

I broke your heart last week
You'll probably feel better by the weekend

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Sevyn Imani Edwards

Her low eyes stared at me with lust as i sat across from her. My eyes moved to her pink lips, staring at them before moving back to her eyes. She stared at me intensely, her hand sliding up my inner thigh. I was nervous but i moved closer, closing the gap that was between us. Our lips finally connected, tasting the strawberry chapstick that i always saw her applying on her lips.

She gently pushed me back onto the bed as she hovered over me. I used my elbows to keep me from laying flat on the bed, my back arching slightly as our lips moved in sync. She bit my bottom lip asking for an entrance which i gladly gave to her.

Her tongue explored my mouth, tangling with mine. Our kisses became sloppy, her hand snaking up to wrap around my throat. She pulled away and moved to my neck, causing me to close my eyes and let out soft moans as she sucked and nibbled on my sweet spot.

Her other hand moved up my shirt, slowly, as she made her way to my breasts. She pulled away and I opened my eyes to look up at her, to question why she stopped but when i opened my eyes..

I was awake.

I sat up quickly, trying to catch my breath after waking up so abruptly.

It was just a dream.

I sighed heavily as i ran my hand through my hair, moving my curls out my face. I put my head into my hands, dragging them down my face. I was sweating and my heart was beating like crazy. My thoughts about her eventually turned into dreams—which seemed to be getting worse by the day.

it's been a week since i walked away from paige that day and i've been going crazy since. She's tried to make conversation but i was stubborn. I either ignored her or gave dry responses. I missed her but a part of me wanted to ignore her as much as possible. I mean it was best if she thought i was a distraction right?

I stayed back a few minutes after the game to capture a few pictures of the team. I tried my best to support them and do my job without letting my feelings towards paige get in the way.

She glanced at me a few times, a hint of regret in her eyes. My heart ached each time but i realized i would have to let it go soon enough. The team tried to get us to talk it out but i refused to speak to her. I told them it was fine and there was nothing to fix. She was allowed to feel how she felt and i was allowed to feel how i felt.

After i was done taking a few pictures, i began my walk home. I was grateful for this game being a home game so i could just walk or stop at the nearest bus stop instead of taking multiple buses to get to places. The next few games would be travel games which meant i was either stuck on a bus or in the air with paige.

"sevyn!"

I heard my name being called out but due to the recognition of the voice, i kept walking. I had nothing to say to her. As much as i wanted to turn around, i forced my feet to keep going forward.

"would you just hear me out, please?"

Her voice was closer and i stopped in my tracks. I knew the second i turned around i would be met face to face with her. Every bone in my body was fighting to not turn around.