Love is something you need to be alive for whenever your soul feels dead.
Arica Arica Arica
This girl is turning me into a crazy lover.
Everything turns into colorful pictures whenever I am with her; everything reminds me of her; everything leads me to her; everything seems perfect nowadays.
Oh! Love gave me the audacity to feel this way.
24/feb
I just woke up and cleaned my room.
I am preparing myself for going on a nature walk with my teacher and friends.
Arica will be there. Let's do this.
I mentally prepared myself for a social situation as an introvert. I don't like to go out with people, but I have to do this for her. I want to see her enjoying herself around me.
I knocked at Noah's door.
Hi, it's me. Good morning, Nicole.
She said, Why are you so excited to go out today?
I told her everything what i was feeling.
We met our friends and waited for everyone to come to the campus.
She came, finally!!
The wait is over.
I waved at her.
Her smile
She made my morning really good.
We started our walk with a good conversation while talking about some random stupid stuff.
Nicole and I were laughing so hard at silly jokes.
Everyone was noticing us,
In the middle of the conversation, I turned myself back and looked at Arica. She's with her friends.
They are all enjoying this walk.
And all I want to do is kiss her in front of everyone, nothing more.
She looked at me and gave me a soft smile.
Okay, this is enough to give me a little more patience to kiss her later, at the perfect time.
We are going to the same place where we went a few days ago.
Me and Arica
Last time we went there, Arica stabbed my name on a tree.
She said to me that she's excited to see that tree again, and so was I.
We arrived there and took some rest and had some snacks, Arica, and i enjoyed every moment there while remembering the last time.
I can feel every moment of the day!
Is this perfect because of her?
Absolutely yes!
After some hours, we danced with some other girls.
And we had so much fun!
It's rainy weather.
I'm hoping for the rain, God.
We all decided to go back to our university because of the weather.
I and Arica were all alone on the roads while walking; everyone left us, but this was perfect for spending my rainy weather with her. We had very good conversations together and clicked so many pictures for memories.
After some minutes,
I wished for a thunderstorm and lightning.
I asked God if you're accepting our love, so please give us a sign.
Suddenly, a lightning storm crossed the clouds.
I was about to cry so hard.
She gave me her perfect, beautiful smile.
After walking for 30 minutes, we both got so tired and started walking so slowly because of fatigue.
We sang songs together while walking; that was such a memorable moment for me, and I am still smiling and remembering the day.
After walking for an hour, we came back to our rooms.
I took a hot shower and a 2-hour nap to relax my cells.
After 8 days
4/March
How does it feel to be free?
When you have your own freedom without limitations,.
When you have your feelings to feel without fear of loss,
Everything is just a dream.
Sometimes, in reality,
When I think about you,
Everything feels like a dream.
where the sky is purple.
Oceans are pink.
and some songs that remind me of you.
But again, I found myself here.
where you are so far
So far from my imagination
How far will it take you to come in here?
but I can feel you.
It's just because you are in my heart.
Everything is going pretty well.
It's Monday morning.
I am waiting for her to come to the class.
She came, and I told Nicole to go for some shopping after class.
We went to a shop and added some stuff to the cart.
I came back to my room.
I am so tired. I just want to cuddle my girl and sleep in her arms.
After some minutes,
My phone started ringing.
I hope it's her.
Yes, I am right. it's Arica
She told me to come to her room after 20–30 minutes and hang up the call.
I am confused about why she was in a hurry.
Is she okay? Let's see
I said to myself'
I waited for half an hour to see what it was.
And I came to her room.
I knocked on the door.
She opened by hiding some stuff behind her.
And I closed the door.
It was a little cupcake with a candle in her hands.
She proposed to me with a cute ring.
Awwwww:))
Isn't it so cute?
Obviously, it is
I hugged her so tight.
I am on cloud 9.
Seriously!!
How can someone be this cute, God?
I accept the proposal; how can I not?
We cuddled in her bed. My heart was beating fast, and so was hers.
I told her—
I love you, Arica.
She replied back, looking me in the eyes.
A sudden burst of happiness crossed my spine and all over my body!
I whispered, All the good angels, please protect us from the evil eyes.
