I don't even know where the past 4 months have gone, everyday has been so eventful and fun that I haven't had a single day where I was thinking abut shit I used to.
University has been hard but it hasn't been unbearable, and yeah I would never admit this in front of anyone but nandini has made life fun, better and also very confusing for me
In these four months, I have started to come out of that shell, not even shell but like I have let myself get comfortable with nandini. Her and I spend a lo of time together and I wonder if thats the mistake I made because I have been thinking about things, feeling that I have.
"Manik, manik" cabir's scream makes me look up from my laptop
I was just finishing up an assignment for English sitting in my room while nandini and cabir were watching a movie or something
"Yeah?" I yell back
not even a second later he runs into the room looking all hassled and worried
"Whats wrong?"
"Nandini"
I didn't need to know more or hear more, I chucked my laptop beside me running out of the room and into cabir's room because they were watching a movie in his room
As soon as I ran in the room, nandini was sitting there, tears running down her face but she seemed in one piece
"What is going on?" I ask walking to her
"I didn't even do anything, cabu yelled at me' she complains sniffling
"Huh? He just ran into my room yelling, what are you guys up to?"
"She cut her hand" cabir says
"You are my friend you bad human' she yells at him
"You cut your hand?" I ask sitting beside her
"No" she says hiding her hand
"Cabir grab me some antiseptic"
"Where is that?"
"In the first aid box you stupid person, it's in the living room, go" I say
"Yeah yeah I am bad" he mumbles walking out of the room
"Show me your hand" I order Nandini
"No you show me your hand"
"Nadnini don't piss me off"
"It doesn't hurt" she says
"I'll be the judge of that, let me see"
She pouts asking her head making me glare at her
"Nandini'
she sighs forwarding her left hand to me, my heart literally burns seeing the cut on her the back of her hand
'How did you get this?" I ask caressing her arm
"I didn't see the cardboard and it scratched my hand but it's not bad"
"It still needs to be dressed up nandini, why can't you be careful?"
"It was by accident, I didn't mean to. It hurts" she whispers
"I know' I mumble back seeing the cut
It will hurt a lot more tomorrow but hopefully it will not hurt too much because seeing her hurt makes me hurt
Another thing I have learned is nandini makes me want to be around her more
"Manuuu dard ho haha hai' she whispers when I start to dress her cut
'I told you be careful" cabir mumbles
"And I told you that we shouldn't keep the cardboard there so it's your fault and manu will scold you" she says smacking him with her right hadn't
"He will scold you' cabir says smacking her head
"I will smack you both if you don't shut up" I scold
"He is so mean" they whisper to each other
"Cabir off to sleep and you little monster, we are going to sleep" I say picking her up
"Aww you wanna sleep with me?"she giggles
"I meant you sleep in your room and I sleep in mine" I say
"Don't make too much noise love birds" cabir yells behind us as I carry nandini towards her room
"GO TO BED OR I WILL TAKE YOUR PHONE" I yell back making him laugh
"Whats the fun in sleeping in different rooms manikkkk" she asks resting her head on my chest
"Sleeping is no fun nandini, we sleep to rejuvenate"
"Nooooo, we sleep to have tons and tons of dreams about kissing, sex, love, humans"
"So who do you dream about?" I ask
"Mhm noooo thats a secret"
"Is it that person you are in love with?" I ask with jealousy inside me
I don't think I have ever been jealous, but ever since nandini told me she is in love, I have been constantly thinking about who she is in love with?
Jealousy never looks good on me, it's also an emotion I didn't think I was capable of but since nandini I know I am capable of it, and it's not a good thing
My anger is already fucked up and goes overboard, adding nandini and my feelings into this mix is going to fuck things up
"Manu you like someone else?" She asks
"No"
"Why don't you like me?" my heart stops hearing her
Well fuck, here it is
"Aren't you speaking too much these days?"
"Nooo, I have been quiet for years, months, days but I think I am finally going to just ask"
nope, there is no fucking way
"Nandini"
"Why can't you like me?" She asks and my heart stops completely
For a minute I needed to stop and take a breath, I needed to find something to breath and her head resting on my chest was enough to make me breath
I don't say anything, I just place her on her bed and walk out of her room without a single word.
"You think you can escape me?" She asks following me to my room
"Nandini I'm tired, go back to your room"
"I have had 2 shots of whatever it is in Cabir's room so I think I have some courage right now" she mumbles shutting the door of my room
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I Hate You🩶
Romance"She is so god damn annoying" he utters "He is so stupid" she mumbles back "I will smack her head" "I will kick your ass" "Arghhh get away from me" "Shut upppp" "I HATE YOU" "I HATE YOU" She is the most obnoxious girl he has ever seen and he is the...
