- TWISTED THOUGHTS -

Chapter 3:

( PARK MEDOWS )

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When we got there lexy pulled two little bags out of her book bag, One had little gummy fruit snacks and 5 bags of chips, and the other had her pills, i'm guessing they were edibles because she offered us all one, there were about 7 in there, we all each took one and started to eat the fruit gummies that she had.  we sat there laughing, i swear we spent days there. i felt so loved and safe, we laid back on the grass and looked up at the sky, Devon and Jake were holding hands so romantically. I was hesitant but i finally opened my mouth and spoke, still high off the pills so i don't even know what i was thinking

"Can i tell y'all something?" i muttered out with little to no energy, Lexy  immediately turned to look at me

"Yeah what's up?" she said it so softy and kindly, she was just an amazing girl in general. i started to tell some way about her i didn't want to feel but i did, it sucked being how i was but Jake and Devon were like me so it should be ok.. right?

"I uhm- i'm gay, and i haven't really told anyone but i hope that doesn't affect anything.." i say then shut my mouth quick, my eyes start to tear up, it's silent for a second and then they all started to laugh. "What, why are y'all laughing .." i say obviously worried lexy then started to talk and puts her hand on my shoulder

"No!! it's not bad at all, Rory baby. have you seen those two? they've been together for like 3 years" after that sentence i start to laugh too. i finally felt at home. we all sat up to drink these mountain dews we had delivered, i felt super dizzy becuse of the edibles but i was able to get through it for the most part. Lexy moved her hand next to mine, almost touching it. We all ended up going to devon's house for like a mini sleepover since it was Friday, we had a uber come to pick us up and take us, of course i've never been high before so Jake and Devon held both of my arms and helped me walk to the car, it was a three row car Jake and Devon sat in the middle and me and Lexy sat in the back, i laid on her lap while she laid on the window of the car.

"Thank for inviting me lex" I say quiet closing my eyes, she takes a while to respond but she ends up responding a little later

"Your welcome Ror" she says softy then she breaths and we both end up falling asleep since it was about a 30 minute drive, her hand was on my head and i slept like baby that whole car ride, when we arrived and got into the house, i forgot to text my mom about me even leaving school early, i had seventy-nine missed calls, and over hundred missed texts. I nearly had a panic attack when lexy looked over and asked if i was ok, i couldn't speak so i shook my head while biting on my nails, could tell somthing was wrong and moved closer to me and looked into my screen to see my moms messages,saying how she was pissed and that she was on the verge of just letting me stay ran away and that she didn't care. i Started to cry, covering my face

"What the fuck is her problem. " Lexy snaps

"I didn't tell her about ya'll and she's mad" i say still covering my face, Lexy pulled me in for a hug. I started to cry even more holding onto her tight, she pats my head and reassures me that it's all gonna be ok

"I don't believe you." i say still crying, makeup smeared all over her face, Jake and Devon came back with a lot of soda and spicy chips with four tiny bowls of chip dip, they see me as i cry in lexy arms, they sat stuff down then went to sit on the bed

"Are you ok??" Jake Asks confused looking at Devon, Devon then shakes his head in confusion, they both look over to me and lexy

"Her mom's a little mad at her, why don't y'all set up a movie in the movie room and then will meet yall there" Lexy suggests to the two clueless boys, they both get up and leave, lexy lifts up my face and tells me to wait while she goes to get matching pajamas she has in her closet, i lay back onto devon's bed and just think of everything, i mean it's my first day of this school and i already have friends. my dream come true. just then lexy walks out with the face masks and night clothing, we have a little spa day and put on the cute pajamas, After that we walk to the movie room and sit down to watch the movie Terrifier, the boys had already started so we sat down to watch the movie despite missing some, i see Art the clown kill someone and cover my eyes,

"Holy shit!! why the fuck are we watching this" i exclaim

"Trust me, we've been through worse." Jake adds on, just then devon looks at him with confusion.
"i'm still wondering what these kids don't want me to know, i mean are they protecting me or something..?" i say to myself in my brain, but then i finally try to speak out.

"When y'all like, say something like that then another one of yall signal to stop, who are yall talking about?" i say with a confused look on my face, jake sighs then opens his mouth.

"We'll explain tomorrow, it's a lot to take in, maybe we should just head to bed for now though." After that i say okay to end the conversations. they turn off my movie with a good 20 minutes left, i lay down in the dark just thinking again. but not about all of them. just lexy, I just think "shit she's pretty" but i know i can't like her. becuse she's straight, if she wasn't she would have said something at the park.. right?

END OF CHAPTER 3!💗