Have you ever think about liking someone you can’t even have? Hays i think it hurst... A lot. I've never been there but they say it can tear your heart in pieces. Whew that probably hurts.
I’m laying on my bed in my room when suddenly i heard a group of guys laugh coming from the living room.
“Tsk! They’re here again” i whispered. Yes, my older brother friends are here... Again. it's annoying! they’re loud!
I just took my headphone so i can sleep peacefully. This is the only way to relax lol. Music makes me feel better whenever I'm sad, angry, annoyed, or crying HAHAHA.
Well let me introduce my self haha! hey, I'm zein natalie. 17 years old, I'm turning 18 next month so yeah, i can do whatever i want! HAHAHAHA. I fell asleep after 3 songs played on my playlist.
I woked up at 11:03pm. i heard a loud noise, even I’m wearing a headphone i can still hear it. I walk outside my room to check what’s happening outside. No doubt, it’s them dancing in the middle of the night.
I just sighed and walk upstairs. But suddenly someone grab my arm!!
“What the??!” i said. I almost slipped down the stairs! what the - is wrong to this guy! I didn't even notice him, he's sitting here... on the stairs.
“Hey” he said. It’s obvious that he’s drunk. We’re just looking at each other. He’s one of my older brother friends. We’re not close. This is the first time we talk to each other.
“What is wrong with you? I almost slipped down stairs?!” I softly shouted at him. He’s Zack my brother’s friend. He's a year older than me.
“Do you think I'll let you fall there?” he smirked at me while asking. Tsk! why my heart suddenly feel weird???
“Whatever” i just rolled my eyes. I was about to walk away but he’s still holding my wrist. I looked at him. he’s still looking at me.
“Hey. get off me, will you?” urghhh what's wrong with this guy!! The way he looked at me makes me feel uncomfortable.
“Can you stay here for a minute?” he asked. I was surprised by what he said. We’re not close and then now he's asking me to stay here for a minute?
Wow! That's new.
“What do you want?” i’ve no choice to sit beside him. I could have refused but I don't know why I agreed.
“How are you? This is the first time we talk right?” he chuckled. Our gaze met. I immediately avoided it because I had a really strange feeling in my stomach and I didn't know where it was coming from!!! Or am I just paranoid???
Every time he opens his mouth and looks for something to say, I get nervous! What is wrong with me??
“I’m fine. so what do you want?” oh please just talk straight to the point!
“uhhh...nothing. i just want to know if you’re okay” he smiled at me. His smile was... Genuine. His smile was comforting. Comforting? Zein!!! It’s just a smile! Don't fall for his smiles. he's just drunk.
“Ah yeah? Okay.” I stood up and walked away.
“Hey! Where are you going?” he said. I just looked at him. It seems like he really wants me to stay by his side. My heart is stopping me from leaving. What's happening to me???
“i’m going to bed. You should sleep, you’re drunk”
I said. I quickly run up to my room. I took a shower before going to bed.
When I lay down on my bed, I suddenly thought about what happened earlier. He's right, it was the first time we talk. They’re always here but yeah we never talk or interact.
