Scars
A deeper trail this time than the last
Permanence to serve as a reminder
To relieve something, anything
The numbness of which I feel
The pain that I want to feel
A pent up ball of energy
Coaxing me, teasing me to let go
But does it have to be through this way?
I realise it's unhealthy
But it doesn't stop my want or need
There's a hunger deep inside
Because it's been so long
That I don't want to hide it
Droplets of emotion running down my face
I do feel sometimes when I cry
But it's not enough
The fears and anxieties need to empty before they refill
They can't pour over again
I can't afford to explode again
So what do I do?
Communicate instead? Explain instead?
For what?
For the emotions to refill again
That I still experience the same wants, the same needs?
Oh how do I destroy these harmful thoughts
If my circumstances remain the same?
ESTÁ A LER
A Necessary Journey
PoesiaThese poems detail the inner workings of a mind, a mind that has fluctuated between different decisions, thoughts and a sense of self. Constantly swaying back and forth between what is worth the fight and what is not. We learn what our limits are an...
