10 - Baarish Aa Gyi

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किसी को पा लेना मोहब्बत नहीं है,
बल्कि किसी के दिल में जगह बना लेना
मोहब्बत है।
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I didn't realise how long I am crying but now my sob died I am just hiccuping hugging him more tightly taking in all the warmth and comfort, I never knew, I could feel so protected and loved by someone, it's so new and unexpected thing for me but ...

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I didn't realise how long I am crying but now my sob died I am just hiccuping hugging him more tightly taking in all the warmth and comfort, I never knew, I could feel so protected and loved by someone, it's so new and unexpected thing for me but , the moment her caressed my hair, I couldn't control my emotions.

I don't know why he hugged me but one thing I know in this moment for sure that my heart trust him, trust him enough to not flinch on his touch, trust him enough to cry infront of him and that's something he had earned. All I wanted right now is that time should stop in this moment because after so many years I am feeling alive.

Suddenly I realised his shirt is stanned badly by my tears , I loosened my hold in shame and try to get away but he is holding me from the back of my head tightly not letting me move.

"Nir_..Nirvaan" I called him in between my hiccups and he took away his one hand but still holding me tightly from other hand then within seconds he moved his hand and cupped my face making me look up in his eyes, I couldn't see clearly due to tears , he wiped my tears and rubbed his thumb on my cheeks.

I looked in his eyes it was bloodshot red , did he cried too, my heart clenched realising he cried for my pain.

We stares at eachother silently, I don't know why our eye contacts are so intense always.

He sighed and left my face then pushed the chair away and sat on his knees in front of my bed , he took my both hand in his big hands and said " Will you share it now?"

My heart clenched tightly and started beating fastly I don't know how to react, I trust him but seeing his anger , I can't risk it , what if he took any impulsive decision?, what if Chachi harmed bhai or him too, Meri zindagi me bhut mushkil se ek mushkurane ki wajah aayi hai mai use nhi kho sakti, mai aapko nhi kho sakti Nirvaan .

(Translation - With great difficulty in my life, a reason to smile has come, I can't lose him, I can't lose you, Nirvaaan).

"Don't you trust me Vaani?" He further said taking my attention.

"I trust you more than anything Nirvaan " I Instantly replied not thinking once even.

"So what's stopping you Vaani please share it out with me it's painful to see you like this" He said with so much emotion that I couldn't help but keep staring in those eyes with shock , he said it's painful, My pain is painful to him too, How can he cares so much for me , and how can I be more selfish to involve him with my problems to drag him in danger, no I can't.

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