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𝐍𝐢𝐤𝐚 𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐠𝐞 & 𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞
𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 :)
𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐚 the songs beautiful j
𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐚 can we please talk im going crazy over here
𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 :) there's nothing to talk about
𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 :) im done doing this nik
𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐚 please just one more chance
𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐚 5 minutes is all i need i cant lose you sweet girl
𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 :) the answers no nika. its always one more chance with you and nothing ever changes i wont let you keep hurting me.
𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 :) i like you a lot and i put my morales and my boundaries aside because i care about you and i like you and you say all these sweet nothings you hold me like im glass then drop me whenever you feel like.
𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 :)
and you come back with a half assed sorry knowing ill take you back everytime. but not this time. this time im done.
𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 :) im done begging for you to like me. and i should hate you for all this i feel so fucking stupid for thinking you would pick me.
𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 :) thinking you would put aside your pride was so foolish of me.
𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐚 jayla i never wanted to make you feel that way
𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 :) but you did. i have been begging begging for you to do something or even say something.
𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 :) but now i know you wont ever do that. and i have to protect myself first nika.
𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐚 but i will do that ill do anything for you 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝
𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐚 no no no jay please you cant do this i cant lose you 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝
𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐚 please let me fix this 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝
𝐧𝐢𝐤𝐚 im not giving up on us sweet girl ill make it up to you i swear 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐝𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐝
"𝐟𝐮𝐜𝐤" 𝐢 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭, 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐚𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦
i feel like an idiot for never realizing how much i hurt jayla.
"nika? you ok" paige asks from the door with kk next to her, taking in my phone almost broken by her feet.
"i fucked up guys, i fucked up so bad" i admit, gripping my hair in my hands.
"well we could've told you tha-" paige smacks kk before she can finish
paige moves to sit by me, while kk sits on the other side.
"ow, that fucking hurt" she rubs the spot paige had hit her in on her head
"what happened" she asks
"jayla blocked me" the room goes silent
"i don't blame her" kk speaks up, causing both paige and i to look at her.
"i mean think about it nik, you haven't been the best to her" we look at her to continue
"you flirt with people, sometimes in front of her, you never truly listen to how it makes her feel because you never stop dude, you just know she loves you enough to make excuses for you and forgive you"
as i listen to kk, one thing sticks out to me.
"she loves me" i say out loud more than ask really.
they both nod
"azzi told me jay had admitted to her while crying after the bar incident" paige cautiously admits
jayla loves me.
"i love her" and that's the first time i ever said it out loud.
"you have a funny way of showing it, and im saying this from experience nika, back home i had a beautiful girl who i would've done anything for, but i never showed her how much i cared and i lost her" kk finished, leaving both paige and i silent
"howd you get her back" i ask, desperate for help to get my jayla back.
"i didn't, i never had the courage to talk to her after that" my heart dropped
a tear slide down my face, i was lost and i didn't know what to do.
"you have to show her that you mean it, show her you love her twin, nothing half assed" paige chimes in rubbing a hand on my back
"how do i do that" i say
"show her you're gonna change, that you're listening, tell her you love her and let her come back to you" i nod, sniffling a little bit trying to fight back all my tears.
"what if she doesn't come back" it comes out as a whisper, nothing louder, too scared my voice would break.
"she will, that girl loves you more than anything, we all can see it, shes just scared and hurt right now, she needs you to do something for once, don't make her beg anymore"
kk and paige both wrap their arms around me, comforting me.
i know i don't deserve it, i did it to myself.
jayla told me what she needed and i never listened until it was too late.
"i know what i need to do"
𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐬𝐞 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐬 !! haha soo how are we!! remember you love me!!!! nika grovelling is about to be so good also what ship name are we thinking niyla jayika jaika nikla or something else(you suggest) LOVE YALL mwuah
