Verse 1
Is it okay to burn all the elegies
Is it okay to remember what it's like to be me
Cause I'm dying on the inside
But I look happy on the other side
Pre chorus
Does it even look like I'm fine
My scarlet cheeks hide my azure life
Do I understand that you're not mine
Just trying to be relieved from the scripted lines
Chorus
If they call me cat
Do you think that I could snap
Or if they start trying to slowly kill me
That I'll just stop and drop everything
Choking on air that I'm not breathing
Leaving hope tied to a thread
Now I can't get out of bed
Is it okay to burn all the elegies
Is it okay to remember what it's like to be me
Verse 2
They say, "Does she turn her head and look away
From the danger she caused in her dreary ways"
A promise that was never the intention
I don't even want the attention
Pre chorus
What if my muses wouldn't interfere
Should I be allowed to cry in fear
Your only form is my rusting tears
You should be relieved that I don't respond clear
Chorus
If they call me cat
Do you think that I could snap
Or if they start trying to slowly kill me
That I'll just stop and drop everything
Choking on air that I'm not breathing
Leaving hope tied to a thread
Now I can't get out of bed
Is it okay to burn all the elegies
Is it okay to remember what it's like to be me
Cause I'm dying on the inside
But I look happy on the other side
Bridge
I make sure that fire doesn't seep through my smile
They think that I can last a while
But my baby would know that I don't reply that quickly
And the fooled mastermind is on the other side of the cliff
I wanna bury into him
But that's hard to do if you're hiding quite sickly
I'll never see that end of time
I don't know what to do until I just cry
Because I always want to cry until there's nothing left
But they tell me that I'm fine I just need to prospect
Never knew what it felt like dying inside
But looking happy on the other side
Chorus
If they call me cat
Do you think that I could snap
Or if they start trying to slowly kill me
That I'll just stop and drop everything
Choking on air that I'm not breathing
Leaving hope tied to a thread
Now I can't get out of bed
Is it okay to burn all the elegies
Is it okay to remember what it's like to be me
Outro
I want to know what its like to be me again
I doubt that would happen if I don't hit send
