Middle

Chapter _1

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This Story was not for the person who have a same situation like me or other but if you want to know I'm not going to stop you but I just made this because I can't hold it anymore I want to tell that I have a Feeling's to I am here I am a human I'm not a Glass....

( I want to say sorry if my Grammar was wrong sorry )

4/26/24

Here's a question:

tell me if you feel it too
tell me how much you hurt
tell me how did you help yourself
tell me who's with you
tell me who make you feel like a Glass
tell me if you feel what I feel if you are done reading The page_1
tell me how's the person you loved the most but now lost...
tell me if you want to cry and what is the reason why.....

Sorry for All of the questions but I also question my self too like this...

When I realized I was the glass Child I feel like I was not a human and when I feel something strange on me I always run to Google and ask her because she's the only one can answer me and Listen even she was a A.i or robot

My Father have he's 3 child on he's second family

And my Mother and My Father have a 4 child

Then mom have her on Child on her other husband so we are all 5

My mom take are of her 5 child and but I feel like she only care about the 4 and not me ...

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When I was young my Family are not that perfect because my Father meet someone and he make a new family and he choice them not us even though we're are the first Family at a very very young age my mind open up I remember all the bad and good things on my life and sometimes I wish , I wish I didn't remember all the bad things happen because it make me remember my Trauma

Then A few Months/Days pass my mother meet someone and they had a child , but my mother need to gave birth of the Child in Her Provence we're in School when my mother leave me and my 2 older sister..
Then me and my siblings just accepted that mother are not going back so my siblings and I lived in my grandma and grandpa and I'm so happy about it my Grandpa's favourite was me because I feel it, I feel the Attention and time he gave me he also have time to Listen on me ( I also love my Grandma ) I keep praying all night saying i want my mother came back I really miss her...

Then a pass few years my mother came back with he's new child but as I kid I don't even know that kid was my siblings...
past forward when my mother took us in church and pray I was wondering why where here? We are in the buss station then when our buss number came me and my siblings also my mom get inside and sit I'm still confused about it but then we moved out without stuff and me and my siblings start to get school were also growing up.

my mother knows me as a Kid that keep a bad thing like feeling one time I told her that my heart was hurt and I feels like it's not just simply hurt then my mother told me it because you keep bad things on your heart then I just look at her and she also look at me and say you really hate the word then she laughed and tell what I feel to my older sister then she also laugh then I just sit down and I don't think about it too much but it hurt me as a Child

Year's later I hate my father almost 14years I just forgave him when the topic in our Church is about forgave so I decided to forgave him but Deep inside it was still hurt and still have a question on my life and all about him.