My brother alex was really never this mean and hurtful, he was once nice actually very nice, he really cared about me, when I was younger he swore he wouldn't let anyone or anything hurt me, I believed him he sealed that promise with a hug,
As we got older he started to hang out with the wrong kind of people, he started to get aggressive and annoyed at my presence, that's when I realized I'm losing my big brother to the streets,
On my 12 birthday that's when I lost him for good, that was the beginning of all this
