Operation W - The show must go on.

Chapter 54 - The real Faen is worried not angry.

G: 🥺Mew are you okay na? You looked so withdrawn and tired before you got on stage the other night. P'Tul stood out like an energetic puppy out of control next to you. Even on stage you couldn't complete even though you put on your best business smile and had fun playing the games. You had me worried Boo. 😕

M: 🥹Aweee Bii you are too sweet. Yeah I was tired but also wanted to just get the show over with. I had to save my energy for the stage anyway and Tul could more than make up for my lack of energy. No one cared about my condition at the time only the fact I was with Tul. I felt it the minute we stepped out of the car. 🙃

T: 🥴Yeah there wasn't a huge crowd but they were enthusiastic. We decided to carpool to the event but Mew was in the front seat while I was in the back with Bobo and my manager. Shippers acted like they witnessed us getting out of the backseat together hand in hand. Crazy. And don't get me started on all the posing and sweet looks the media and photographers asked for. I actually felt the most comfortable and relieved on stage since we could put on a show there and just act to entertain the crowd. 😅

M: 😏Same the stage was the only place I felt okay giving any kind of wrong idea about us. We could have fun without worrying if someone would misinterpret our actions and closeness. 😌

G:🤣🤣 I remember that feeling well. Except it was a different relief. I could be as close and clingy as I wanted with mew on stage and off and visa versa but I didn't have to worry about things getting out of hand while we were on stage Infront of a crowd. The extra eyes on us prevented me from slipping into that state. 😅

M: 🤨How should I feel about this new info you have disclosed. Did I make you uncomfortable off stage and in private? 🤔

G: 🙅🏻‍♂No, no, no, not uncomfortable just not 💯 sure I could control myself and my reactions to you. 😅🤤

T: 👏👏Wow that's a impressive save Nong well-done. 😎

G: 😌It's true. Mew knows I struggled a few times especially on the set for Tharntype 2. 🌚

M: 😏hmm yes the 🐘 in the room showed himself a couple of times on set but never while we were at events or other jobs. 😌

G: 😑just cause you couldn't see him doesn't mean he wasn't there. He tried to enter the room more times than I care to admit.🫣

T: 🤫TMI nong okay, okay, I get it bodily chemical reactions right? Well I don't have that problem that's for sure but off stage I just feel like I have to remain guarded and it can be so tiring that it really is a relief to get on stage and start the real show. 😅

M: 😅Yeah that's the same relief I felt too on this occasion. Especially the song, I can act into you a fair bit with those lyrics, but it all ends when the music stops and we leave the stage. Reality returns and I miss my faen. 🥺🌻

G: 🥰🌞Is that why you looked like this for a second during the media interviews? 🤔

T: 🧐

M: 😌Actually yes, in a sense. They were touching on the subject of where I slept the night before since I shared the family dinner photo and I was remembering that night when I paid you a visit after you invited me to CUTMR and you were shocked that I really came and we spent the night together.😏

T: 😅So that's how you mentally prepared for the event with me? Okay. 🙄

M: 😌Well it grounded me in the comfort of reality before I played pretend with you. 🥴

T: 😲Ohy why does that hurt me so? It's not all pretend Bestie we are still partners in crime. 😉🤜🤙

G: 🤨Indeed you are. The games you played took it to a whole other level. You seemed to want to keep your hand on Mews shoulder but appeared indecisive about it and really could you think of nothing else to do but to hold him tightly around his waist Mew? 🤦🏻‍♂ Honestly it was funny to watch but the pushing back and forth while mew held you got to a bit of a disturbing point. 😳🫣