Whatever I feel, I don't like it.
I don't want to feel it.
I don't like what I feel.
I know I am being played.
Know I am being used.
Not just by you,
But a plethora of many others.
I am also doing the same,
Probably more than anyone else.
Its not just you.
Its not just me.
Its not just them.
Its the entirety of this place.
The whole story,
That I dont like.
Yes I am in regret when I say this,
But I just want to run away from all this.
Hide from all this.
Say a plain old goodbye to all this.
And I will. Soon. I will.
But right now. I dont know what I am in.
All I know is. That I want you.
And I dont want to want you.
Its not that big of a deal.
But I dont like what I feel.
