they say that your new life will cost you your old life
where do i cash in?
days seem to drag
and time seems to repeat
"time will pass anyway"
she said to me on a chilly night
we were just strolling through
the quiet campus
i've never thought about anything harder in my life
and yet
i've got no energy to do anything
but sit and cry and bitch and moan
how pathetic i sound
fuck, someone should pour water over me
i haven't been awake in a very long time.
