Shanae pov
I was lookin at the ceiling thinkin everything over. Why tf would i do that im sooo fuckin dumb ,i cant believe what i did last night and sadly i remember it all i tried to stop thinking cuz a hang over and deep thoughts dont mix.
Minute's later the door cracked open and davione head peeked out, i set up and he walked in with orange juice and a asprin
He handed it to me as i criss cross in the bed, it was slient for a while
Davione: so are u gonna tell me what happened
His words echoed in the silent room
Me: what's the need
Davione: u fr pissin me off with all ur fuckin mixed emotions u either like me or not which is it
My head was poundin
Me: can we not do this
Davione: nahh im tired of u fuckin playin me u dont get it i keep tellin u im feelin u and idk what it is but the more u push me always the more i feel for ur ass
Me: davione plz just stop
Davione: no u stop u cant just come here in the middle of the damn night and cuddle that aint how shit work
Me: davione plz i dont feel good
Davione: not my fault u got high and drunk... look i got to go feel fuckin free to let ur self out
He walked out the room
Whats so fuckin hard to believe i dont do the relationship thing they always have a way to fuck up no matter what. But dont get me wrong I'm not callin my self perfect im far from it i just dont think this the right move for me.
Davione pov
I aint a emotions nigga but she got some type of effect on me so what betta way to get over it then to go fuck a bitch. Im done with Nae she playin these games and i have no time for them.
Shanae pov
I was at the house talkin with the girls and they been in deep convo about how ive been fucked up like i dont already fuckin know
Tata- so he hasnt txt u at all today
Me- Nope
Bree- he gone
Me- i know
I sonk down in my bed
Tata- get over all this niggas aint shit thing its fuckin up ur life just cuz "u know who" fucked u over dont mean shit
Ik ur thinkin what she talkin bout well 2 years ago i was what they call in love with my ex jay. He was truly my life, we was a ride or die couple we were both in the game and money wont a problem we started going in to the business together next thing ik he fucks my old best friend they robb me for everything and ditched and in the process I get stabbed
Yep great story rite
Tata- so what u gonna do
Me- bout to go to cookout then sleep what about you
Bree- you forreal rite now
Me- dead ass
Tata- I'm so fuckin done here
Me- y do yall even care anyway always buggin me about my life live ur own. Ik i fucked up i dont need yall to tell me that but like always I'ma brush it off and move on as life does
Bree- we are so far up ur lonely stubborn ass cuz we fuckin care
Tata- something im guessin u forgot how to do
Bree- u were always the strong one u could always have something bad happen to u but still not shed a tear
Tata- but u were never ever heartless
Bree&tata- fix it cuz we dont like it
I pulled the covers over my head.
They was right i not a heartless person idk y im like that now i dont know wtf is my problem i just know ima fix it just not now
Davione pov~
Me and my niggas hit up this party it was lit bitches was everywhere u know they was eatin me up left and right. I got me a drink and sat down and scanned the room coming in contact with this girl she was bad asf
I fanned her over
