I may act happy,
acting as though I'm I've healed.
Inside I'm still the same.
I still long for d3ath.
The depression never left.
It got more tolerable but never fully subsided.
Therapy barely helps.
What to do but sit with this horrible feeling inside.
I think the depression ate me away inside.
That maybe I'm the only thing left.
That I am depression how am I supposed to function that way?
The depression was always there.
Lurking deep inside.
Well I was pushed further and further away.
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