19, can't leave

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19 , Can't leave

( Wildflower, Billie Eilish - But I see her in the back of my mind, All the time Like a fever, like I'm burning alive Like a sign )















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I WAS BACK. BACK HOME. Back to my room feeling alone. Feeling like I was missing something and I was. Stiles and I said our goodbyes multiple times literally.

Not feeling Stiles presence with me or not sleeping in the same bed as him made me feel lonely-more like lonelier. I miss him more now.

But I needed to come and start packing before I leave to college. I was tired from the trip back home. My feet were killing me and god, Stiles was right. Why did I buy so many things.

"I miss you already." I told Stiles through the phone, I was laying on my belly while I was on FaceTime with Stiles. I took a shower and everything. I had a white short crop top and pajama shorts that hit up to my thighs.

"I miss you more." Stiles said to me as I crossed one arm around my chest.

"My bed feels empty." Stiles said making stop him.

"I feel lonely without you." I said to Stiles.

"But it's okay. You need to pack before you head out." He said to me as he was without a shirt his hand under his head as he spoke to me. God, I miss how I can't see him up close.

"So, what are you going to do tomorrow?" Stiles asked me making me sigh.

"Well, um, I don't know. Probably start packing. Hang out with Lydia." I said with a shrug having no idea what I'm going to do.

"Did you know Malia is planning to go to Paris?" I asked him as he shook his head.

"Yeah, Scott told me about that." He said with a nod as I hum.

"I'm supposed to meet up with him. For what? I don't know." I said as I began to feel bored.

"What's up?" He said hearing his raspy voice making me groan.

"I hate being without you." I said sitting up and running my hands through my hair. My phone on my other hand as the angle of the camera was lower. It was more showing my body than me which made Stiles get his attention to it.

"Are checking me out?" I asked him raising my eyebrows.

"Oh yeah, totally." He said giving me a wink making me laugh.

"Wow." I said with laughter.

"Keep putting your phone like that," he said making me lift my phone up so it wouldn't show my body anymore making him groan.

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