Falling for you (Ethan Dolan Fanfiction)

Chapter 11 // I couldn't take it

I was standing there tears streaming down my face. I finally sat down the blade still in my hand, I brought it up to my wrist. I couldn't take it anymore

"One for being a whore" I said and I cut my wrist

It hurt to feel the blade slide across my wrist but with all this pain inside I barely paid attention to it, I just felt it sting a little

"One for being a hoe" i said continuing to cut my wrist and went one
"One for being a slut"
"One for being worthless"
"One for being trash"
"One for being an idiot"

I was cutting both arms without even realizing

"One for believing what they told you"
"Four for being STUPID" I yelled and cut I soon stopped.

I just sat there in a pool of my own blood crying.

Ethan's pov
I couldn't take this anymore something was bugging me ! I ran out of school not caring I saw Grayson
"Grayson ?" I asked
"Dude am I the only one who is having a horrible feeling in my stomach ?" He asked

I was even more worried now I thought I was the only one. Is a virus going around ?

"I feel the same way, Is a virus going around ?" I asked
"We should go check up on andrea" he said completely ignoring my question
"Okay let's go" I replied and we walked down to Andrea
We knocked on her door and she didn't answer soon we remembered where she put her spare key.

Andrea's pov
I heard knocking on the door I was trying to get up to open. I honestly didn't care there was blood all over my clothes and still dripping down my wrist

I tried to get up but I was too weak. I got and collapsed soon everything started to get dark. Everything went black

Grayson's pov
We walked in and went to her room she wasn't there. Where could she be ? We walked into her bathroom to see the worst thing possible.

Ethan's pov
We looked for Andrea in her room and she wasn't there so we went to her bathroom to see the worst possible thing ever.

There she was laying on the floor with her eyes closed. blood all over her wrist blood all over the floor. I started tearing up this hurt me so much. It's all my fault I caused all this !

Both Ethan and Grayson's pov
I felt my heart break at seeing this ..

Grayson's pov
It hurt to see her like this. I felt a tear go down my cheek.

I went to her ,
"ETHAN CALL AN AMBULANCE DO SOMETHING" I yelled

"I'm going" he said he walked out the room to talk to them.

"Andrea please stay with me, don't leave. Please, you can't leave me here alone I need you. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ! It's all my fault" I said crying.

The paramedics soon got here and took her. They said I couldn't ride so we got a ride from her mother when she got there. It was a quiet car ride but it didn't really matter.

Ethan's pov
We finally reached the hospital and we were there waiting for what felt like forever we told our parents and they came to see how Andrea's mother was doing. 4 hours have passed and nothing. No news of Andrea, we waited a couple more hours

"Johnson ? Andrea John-" said the doctors before I cut him off
"Here!" I yelled
"Okay guys I don't know how to tell you this but I'm sorr-" he said before I ran out. She can't be gone. I love her. Yes I FUCKING LOVE HER ! And she would still be here if it wasn't my fault I hate myself so much !

Grayson's pov
"Okay guys I don't know how to tell you this but I'm sorry" is all he got to say before Ethan ran off. I felt my heart break I loved her so much and she couldn't possibly pass away.

"Oh I'm so sorry doctor for him" said my mother

"It's okay" said the doctor "but as I saying I'm sorry but andrea is in a coma and we don't know when she will wake up."

Oh thank god she didn't pass away it's horrible she's in a coma but as long as she doesn't pass away I'm okay

Once I relaxed I went to go look for Ethan and told him the news

Ethan pov
"Ethan I have news" yelled Grayson

"I know she passed away just leave me alone" I said sobbing

"No Ethan, I thought the same thing but she's still okay. She's still breathing, she's alive " he said

I felt my heart turn warm inside

"Except she's in a coma" he said

Yep, there goes my heart. It's shattered again.

"Grayson this is all my fault if I would've never fucked her over this would've never happened" I said crying

"It's my fault too Ethan. I feel horrible" he said

After crying for what felt like forever because I couldn't stop we went back to the hospital and just waited for visiting hours.