♡~ envy 。⁠*⁠♡

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I envy
Those who are happy
While my soul crumbled
Into a diagonal

I envy
Those eye who has pride
Because all I see
The failure inside me

I envy
People that see the bright
Because I am dying
In a lonely night

I envy
The heart who is loved
Because I hate the fact
It's not fake

I envy
The talks they share
Because I never find the one
To share it with

I envy
The cold hearts they have
Because I can't say no
To a helpless

I envy
That they are cunning
Because I always fall
For traps

I envy
Everyone
Because they have
What i don't

I envy
I envy all my life
Consumed by hopes of light
And killed myself for others life

~ Ash

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