Why am I here?? ~Dean Ambrose

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Dean's POV
We have been on a plane all night. We got on the plane shortly after raw.

I look down to my lap, I smile at the tiny body that is lying on my lap, asleep. Janessa is so beautiful! Even when she sleeps! Her mouth parts slightly and her eyelids drape over her eyes perfectly! When she is having a dream she smiles, or frowns depending on the dream. She mumbles every once in a while as well.

I take a moment to just study her features. Her blue hair has faded slightly and her roots are showing, but somehow the roots make her look even more beautiful, if that's possible! Her lips are a very light shade of pink, which you don't see very often. Her eyelashes are so long they look fake, but they are real! Her figure is very petite, her bone structure is very narrow and she is pretty short!

"Dean, baby... Why are you staring at me...?" She asked... I didn't even realise she was awake.

"Because you are beautiful!" I answered her with complete honesty! She is beautiful! Every millimetre of her body is breathtaking!

She just smiled and closed her eyes, going back to sleep. I looked at her for a couple more seconds then I fell asleep as well.

*" this is your captain speaking, please buckle up because we are about to land, thank you!"*

Is what I was lucky enough to wake up to! -note the sarcasm- Nessa was still sleeping so I tapped her shoulder and pointed to the intercom.

"We are landing." She smiled and got up putting her seatbelt on.

~~in the rental car, almost at Dean's parents house~~

"You ready babe?" I asked Janessa. I can tell she is nervous for today...

"What If they don't like me?" She asked as she looked through the dirty rental cars window.

"Why wouldn't they like you? You are beautiful, you are amazing, you are my fiancé! I love you! So much!" I tell her.
"Why wouldn't they?"

She smiles and looks back out the window, I grab her hand to get her attention.

"I love you Nessa! That's all that matters!" I tell her, she smiles and kisses my hand.

"I love you too, Dean!" She told me, we looked into each others eyes for what felt like an hour, then we arrived at my house, the house that cause me in bearable pain and misery, the house that I grew up in and took care of my mother in. Now she's dead.

I look over at my wonderful fiancé. She looks worried, I squeeze her hand as reassurance and she smile as me, we got out of the car and start heading to the door.

I squeeze my eyes closed and knock. My little sister Laurin answered the door, as soon as she made eye contact with me, she started crying and jumped into my arms. She opened her eyes while she was in my arms and saw Janessa, she smiled at her and got down from my arms, she went over to her, looked her dead in the eye, Nessa smiled back and my sister smacked her directly across the face.

"You think you can take my brother? Back off! He's mine you nasty whore! He only wants you for the sex now leave!" Laurin said to Janessa.

"LAURIN! Don't you dare speak to my FIANCÉ that way! I love her!" I told her... Maybe yelled a little too! Oops!
Nessa was tearing up.

"Fiancé?" Laurin asked.
I nodded and her face fell. She turned around towards Janessa.

"Sorry!" She said, Nessa nodded.

Laurin is 13 years old. She is about the same height as Janessa and she has dark brown hair, brown eyes and olive skin.

Laurin opened the door, letting us in before closing the door. Janessa and I walked in the door, I looked her in the eye and silently asked her if she's okay, she nodded.

We slowly walked into where my dad and old aunts and uncles were. They all smiled at me, and grimaced at Janessa. As soon as my dad saw me, he smiled and hugged me, I wasn't in the best place with my father, I let him go and glared at him, he smiled.

"Who are you?" He asked Janessa with a tone of disgust towards her, I glared at him even harder.

"My name is Janessa!" She started. "I'm with dean!" She said. My dad got up and shook her hand.

"Whore!" He said clenching her hand harder until she let a little scream out, he took his hand and smacked her on the bum, I was already running at him at that point and I pushed home to the ground.

"DONT YOU DARE EVER TOUCH MY FIANCÉ LIKE THAT AGAIN!" I yelled .

My dad smiled at me and got up, I pushed him behind Janessa and so when he got up he charged at her and pinched her bum again. All I saw was red! I pounced on him and hit him repeatedly in the face, until I felt a soft hand on my arm, and a soft voice saying;

"Dean, enough!" It was Nessa and she told me to stop, so I did, I only got about four punches in, his lip was bleeding and there where bruises on his face. I got up and went into the washroom, grabbing a washcloth and putting warm water on it, I threw it at my dad and he was still smiling at me! Dick!

I took Janessa's hand and brought her out the door, I yelled "see you at the funeral" before walking out.
Janessa was crying.

"They hate me!" She said through tears.

"I hate them!" I said, she looked at me disapprovingly. "But I love you! I love you more then I have ever loved anybody before Nessa! Your are my family now! Not them!" I told her, she had a small smile and I grabbed her hand that he had squeezed to look at it.

It was purple with dark finger shaped bruises around her fingers.

"I'm gonna kill him!" I told her. She looked at me.

"No, Dean, you're not!" She said with a look as if she was challenging me, I backed down!
"I love you, Dean!"

"I love you too baby!" I told her...

Today wasn't the best day I guess! My family hates her!