Chapters of a teenage girl

Don't touch me

Don't touch me I screamed
He turned me into stone
And begged for me
I whimpered and cried
I don't know why
I loved him to death
But why me?
I couldn't believe he would hit me
Love and hell
Mixed together
Like the devil fell
Do not touch me
I am made of gold
I am not one to hold
The goddesses screamed when I was born
And all my parents did was mourn
Their little girl gone
Her name no longer fawned
My last name felt like dust
And all he felt was lust
Cut me I yelled
In my head is where he dwelled
Heart of stone and love no more
Our paper of our chapter torn
God I hate you
Don't tell anyone he cooed
He turned me into stone
And he couldn't have been known
He tortured me to no end
Family were supposed to be friends
I was five years old
When I turned to gold
When my body was sold
I ran away as fast I could
He said he wouldn't but he could
My stomach flatter
My heart going pitter patter
Please god save from what I have become
God shook his head no and told me I had to overcome
God gives his strongest battles to those faithful
But I was five and frightful
I was a pomegranate
And he hit me until my seeds fell out
He had no more worries or doubt
I was five
And I want you to die
You ruined me
Cutting me down to the stem to my tree
Now I'm sitting here writing a poem
Wishing I told the cops to come and get them
But no
I should have known
Maybe you'll see this poem or not
And I know you'll tie the knot
But god
Why me?
Pieces of concrete subsides in me
I am stone and I am gold
Nothing worth to hold
Don't touch me