"I won't make you cry anymore, those year that you shed will become my tears and those are golden to have" -Ricky
"Have you even felt like me, wanting to start all over, some people want a fresh start.... I want that too" -Minji
I stirred in my sleep 'cause I heard singing and rapping, I got up and went to look who or what it was but then my stupid fucking desk had to be in the way and I slammed my toe on it.
I fell down holding my toe to ease the pain, about a minute later I finally got up off the floor and made my way out my door, when I started to get closer to Minji's door it kept getting louder
I started to wonder "why is she up at this time?" I pushed those thoughts away as I silently open her door to see where she was. She wasn't in the room at the time so I went it.
(A/n: privacy? What is that?)
The light in the bathroom was on so I figured she was in there. I don't know why but I started to look around the room. It looked the same from when I was in here with her. But I moved to the guest room I want to come back, I really do but I'm just giving her space "for two years ricky?!?" I yelled at myself
I was looking at her dresser when I saw a bottle of pills popping out, I went closer to read it 'anxiety pills, take one everyday' and another bottle 'migraine medication' these were prescribed to her and her only
What wrong with her? Is she sick? How long has this been going on? Why hasn't she told me? Why does she have this- I heard the water stop. I put the bottles where I found them and left. Closing the door silently again and rushing back to my room
I faked that I was sleeping when I heard her slippers coming towards my door. She cracked the door open a little so if I was sleeping she wouldn't disturb me. She does this every moring. She sighed and left going downstairs
I squinted my eyes to see if she was still there and she wasn't. I got up quietly and started to get dressed.
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I was walking towards the stair balcony when I saw her running to the kitchen leaving her bodyguard Heeseung alone. She came back a minute later and they went out the door. The thing that pissed me off was Heeseung opening the door for her
I don't care if he's her bodyguard that my job and my job only
"Ricky what are you saying? She doesn't even want to talk to you" I sighed. I went downstairs to get me a cup of coffee
(A/n: I CANNOT live without coffee)
When I saw the same pill bottle I saw from her room. This time it wasn't the Migraine it was the anxiety one. I looked at it closely to see how strong the prescription was
Let's just say my jaw dropped, I was surprised, baffled even. Why was it that strong? Nobody's anxiety or ANY medicine should be that strong
I was standing there like an idiot I didn't even hear my mother-in-law coming down the stairs
"What do you have there Ricky?"
"Oh nothing, just some Tylenol, my heads been hurting"
"Oh okay, make sure you don't take more than two"
"Okay mother. I'm going to go now, bye"
"Bye be safe"
"I will" I put the bottle into my bag and started to walk to my car. I got in and started to drive.
I was thinking about Minji. Why would she need these? She never brought up that she had anxiety. The sun was rising up, she loves sunrises, she's probably looking out the window enjoyed the beauty of it.
I hear a beep from my car signaling I'm low on gas. I go to the nearest gas station and see a very familiar car
"Jennie? I have a meeting at four right?"
Minji.
I casually drive to the gas pump next to her. Not talking to her. Not even sparing a glance. But I do have her pills.
"Jennie"
She turns around startled to hear her name "Oh ricky" she laughs awkwardly "Hi what do you need?"
"Can you give these to Minji?" I hand her the pill bottle, her eyes go wide and her mouth hanging open a little
"H-how'd you get these?" She asks me in a panic
"Relax she left them on the counter at home, she's lucky mother didn't see it"
"Uh um thanks I guess...Bye!" She turns around and gets in the car. I see her hitting Heeseung's shoulder lightly telling him to drive. She looks out the window and waves
"Well that was awkward" I say wiping my sweaty palms off of my pants. I take out the gas pump from my car, pay and start to drive to work.
Well isn't this a lovely start to my day.
A/n: DOUBLE UPDATE🫢🫢 I can't believe it
this is Ricky's pov I decided to write this now cause I KNOW tomorrow I'm going to forget this idea, I might be updating this chapter so if you get liek 5 notifications about this, don't worry about it
Anyways BYE love you all have a great day, morning, night, evening, afternoon, or anything else I forgot
