𝙀𝙉𝘾𝙃𝘼𝙉𝙏𝙀𝘿 𝙇𝙊𝙑𝙀 : 𝘾.𝙎𝙀𝙍𝙍𝘼𝙏𝙊𝙎

Messaging/Christian POV

|Christian's POV:|
*PRETEND TWD SEASON FIVE PREMIERE HAPPENED A COUPLE DAYS AFTER AGE OF ULTRON.*

Christian:
Hey Dallas.

Dallas:
Hey Kish!

Christian:
So you leaving for the
Age of Ultron Premiere.

Dallas:
Yeah but I'm gonna
be back for our premiere

Christian:
Okay umm Congrats you have been
Doing good with everything.

Dallas:
Thanks Kish! I appreciate it

•••

I haven't been online that much. I'm waiting to have the premiere for season 5 before going back online. While I'm texting Dallas I feel a weird feeling in my stomach. I tried continuing to message him and it feels awkward then usual. I mean The last thing I messaged him was I had been seeing my boyfriend.

I know I have a boyfriend but. No Christian you can't be serious. You cannot have a crush on your co-star. What the f is wrong with you.

As I sat in my bedroom holding my phone I realised My feelings have come back stronger. I shook my head trying to stop thinking about Dallas especially since I'm dating my Boyfriend whose been amazing to me.

My phone buzzed. I turn my attention back to the device noticing the notification. But it wasn't from Dallas it was from Lauren.

•••

Lauren:
CHRISTIAN I NEED TO TELL YOU SMTH!!!

Christian:
Are you okay? What's Up!!!

Lauren:
Steven told me something now it's all over The internet. You have to check insta or Twitter!!!

Christian:
WHY?!?

Lauren:
Just do it now!

Christian:
Is it bad?
Hello?!??!?
Lauren!!!!!!!!
Ughh what's so important that I have to go back online for!!!!
Are you replying?
Ughhh Lauren!!!
😒

•••
(A MINUTE OR SO LATER)

Christian:
Dallas is taken.

Lauren:
I'm so sorry girl

Christian:
It's fine I'm happy for him

Lauren:
You don't sound fine or happy

Christian:
Lauren i'm fine okay I'm glad he's got somebody.

Lauren:
Are you sure?

Christian:
Yes Lauren, Ive got my boyfriend.

Lauren:
But-

Christian:
"But" nothing I love my boyfriend and glad Dallas has found someone. anyways I'm gonna go. See you

•••

I sat there for a good minute. Why do I do stupid things. I was interested at the start. Now look at me I f'ing ruined it and made it even worse by trying to get over him by dating someone who I liked but didn't love like Dallas. I knew we had something, I just was too scared of rejection from him. Thinking that wasn't actually love. I laid down on my bed as tears swelled up in my eyes. I threw my phone to the side and laid there ignoring the notifications.