Loneliness in love

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I tell myself I've moved on,
Until all I can think about is you, but I smile with my friends and play along.

I tell myself I've moved on,
Until I see you again and feel my heart racing like a moron.

I tell myself I've moved on,
Until I hear your voice and can't go on.

I tell myself I've moved on,
Until I look into your eyes and realize you're truly gone.

I tell myself I've moved on,
Until all the memories come flooding back and I'm as heartbroken as a lonely swan.
-Alice