-Bad Choice-

Conflicted & Annoyed

(Nyla's POV)

I don't quite understand, Why him ?

I walked towards my closet to grab my clothes, 

quickly putting on the clothsi had grabed, i head down stairs to see my sister munching on a bowl of cereals while scrolling through tik tok.

i take a seat next to her and she passes the box of cereal to me.

after breakfast we grabed our bags as we head to school, the car ride was mostly quite we did talk about some things although i did want to ask whether she and Sylvie had something going on but i decided not to since Sylvie was a flirt regardless and this wasn't the first.

upon reaching the school campus we headed towards our respective class, i quickly place my bag in my seat and Myla walks further down the class and sits in the seat in the end of the row after placing her bag down, she walks towards Sylvie and a girl who was standing next to her named Elizabeth and went to greet them. 

after a some time the school coach called Elizabeth and she had to leave much to Sylvies dismay but Elizabeth played in our schools basketball team and a competition, in which all the schools are participating in, was right around the corner 

It had been 6 minutes since I got to class, Aiko and Zielle are still not here, feeling bored i make my way up to Sylvie and Mila.

"good day" i greet Sylvie, "good day" she says with a smile across her face, "soo Nyla, About Nefeli tell me what's wrong" she asks i look at her, Mila standing right next to her, i sigh looking at then i decided to tell them, "well if it weren't for the fact that she is not the only one that liked Marcos i would have been happy for her" i say as both of them looked at me with an eye brow raised, not quite understanding "sorry can you get to the point?" she says , "Fine what i mean to say is that I to liked  Marcos" i admitted.

the both of them look at me eyes and mouth both wide open, my eyebrows scrunched closer "What? don't look at me like that" i tell them kinda annoyed, "You like Marcos" my sister points out obviously shocked for not knowing sonner, "hey i said LIKED, past tense don't get it mixed up" i say correcting her

"wait soo this is why you've been sour about there relation ship?" the shorter one asked, "no...its another reason and i'm not comfortable talking about it" i say trying to avoid eye contact, in the corner of my eye i see Aiko aand Zielle entering the class, " 'cuse me " i say trying to avoid being asked more question

I did not like how the conversation was going, it was getting a little awkward i quickly take my seat noone sta next to me and i kinda liked it like that i meant i had more place, behind me were the the two people i mentioned, 

I watch as our teacher comes with some textbooks to take her class, which was literature she went on and on explaining about what the poet meant and what type of poetic devices he used it was as if everything was slow i took out a note book grabing a pen and started doodling in the pages by the time she was done i had compleated atleast two pages with the doodles 

although she was done doesn't mean the class was over i turn back now facing both Aiko and Zielle, the teacher didn't mind as she was done and we went on talking mostly about random things 

soon the bell rang and we all got up heading towards our next class,

 "guys i have to head to bathroom you can go without me i'll be there in 10 minutes" she says as she heads towards the washroom, this meant both me and Aiko were alone 

"hey Nyla, i know that you do not like the relationship Nefeli has with marcos, but could you try to be happy for her i'm not trying to sound rude or anything" Aiko said, although she tried not to sound rude what she said had hurt me but i know that this were not her words they were of a specific someone and she was only asked to tell me about it

"Aiko...did Delaria ask you to tell me this" i ask her looking straight towards the hall as we made our way in to the locker room to change in to our P.E uniforms, "....yeah but you know why she told this!" she says trying to reason with me "I'm not mad and i also don't hate Nefeli's relationship....I'm just worried..." i tell her,  she gives a tinny nod.

i'm truly conflicted, although i don't show it Infront of Nefeli, I get a weird feeling like its gonna go somewhere and that somewhere is not a good place

this could also just be me and my not much of an important history in relationships, but i don't want to completely ignore a gut feeling about something that could come and bite me in the back,

time pased quikly and soon it was lunch break

I head towards the canteen or cafeteria quickly saving a table, after a while we all where present at the table except for Shanvi, i got worried and asked her class mates and they told that it was some personal problem and she wasn't prfesesnt at school today, understanding i decide it was better not to question too much

on the table Nefeli kept on talking about how Marcos is sooo kind and handsome, ugh, its so stupid i wanted to talk about something else but Delaria and Zaveah seemed soo interested like why are they so intrested it's just highschool relationship 

Those 3 really think they are some hopeless romantic's or some thing

i roll my eyes and it seemed as if a certain someone caught my, not so sneaky action, 

"What were you rolling your eyes for?" Nefeli says, she sounds defensive, looks like she got annoyed becouse i rolled my eyes while she was talking about her little boyfriend, ugh stupide

"why?, can i not" I say, now annoyance was clearly shown in her face, and i loved it , i know this shoulds psychotic but trust me i'm not, a small smirk makes its way to my face, i wanted to do more.

 "Sooo, this boyfie of yours, what good is he?" i ask, Delaria then sends a glare my way, "Shut up!! you know nothings about him!" she shouts, now getting angry, like she knows hims any better then i did, "like you're one to speak, you've only met him 3 fricking days ago!" i countered, "he told me that he liked me even before we met!" she says, as her eyes squint.

"and you believe that, he could be playing with you're heart and he's friends with KJ ,who is like the biggest play boy you'll ever meet for gods sake" i tell her trying to knock it in her brain, frustrated i stand up and leave, "don't mind her, she'll come around" i hear delaria say as she assured nefeli of something that will never happen.

"Nyla!! wait!!" i hear Aiko call out, but i didn't want to talk to them right know and since lunch was almost over i decided to head to my class and wait .

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We got a pov on Nyla what are your thoughts about her? 

TBH Nyla does sound a little psychotic 😥 

I know that you all will be thinking "why doesn't nyla like Marcos if she liked him?", and i shall explain but its for another chapter which i hope will make more sense then this one, i feel as if this chapter it self is very confusing, even to me and i'm writing it, damn 😔

N E Ways i hope this chapter was somewhat enjoyable and thanks for waiting for this chapter

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