Bleach no Akuma

18: unable to reject

Hinamori: shiro-chan... Arigato for coming to save me.

Toshiro: its ok. Do you know where nikona is?

Hinamori:..... I don't.

toshiro: I see.

hinamori grabbed onto his arm " shiro-chan." He turned around " hai?"

hinamori: I... missed you. *hugs*

toshiro: me too *smiles*

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hinamori entered nikona's room seeing toshiro sitting by the bed watering the yukihanas.  The yukihanas growl at hinamori as she came close. Toshiro patted their buds and they calm down " hinamori? What brings you here?"

She sat beside him " shiro-chan, you really like nikona don't you? " He nods his head " very. I have never had this kind of feeling before."

hinamori: what if there comes a day you can't like her?

toshiro: why would that happen?

hinamori: like maybe she did something that would disgust you.

toshiro: than I will just have to accept that.

hinamori: what if... you can't find it in yourself to do it?

toshiro: hinamori do you know something and need to tell me about it?

hinamori: shiro-chan.... actually nikona... she...

The yukihanas started growling at hinamori again. Toshiro stares at them and they keep quiet.

hinamori: why do even like her?

toshiro: eh? Why suddenly ask that question?

hinamori: I am curious.

toshiro: she is like me. Special. But the difference was she was wanted because of her beautiful eyes. On the contrary, my eyes weren't popular. She was cute in her ways, she needed me. And soon, I guess I also realised... I needed her by my side too.

hinamori: shiro-chan... *hugs* gomen...

toshiro: *eyes widens* what's wrong hinamori? 

She looks to him with watery eyes " shiro-chan... aishteru... will you accept me? "

toshiro: *eyes widens* hinamori.... what are you talking... about...?

She kisses his lips " please..."

toshiro pov:

I know my feelings clearly was for nikona. But I couldn't bring to say anything out of my mouth. It felt that would break her heart. I didn't want to do that. She was already crying, I felt if I made it clear to her now... I would really make her suffer. She has her own sufferings with aizen and memory loss. It... really didn't seem like the good time to reject her. 

I just... stroke her hair " hinamori I will always be here. "

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hinamori: shiro-chan help me to cut some carrots.

toshiro: huh?

hinamori: please.

toshiro: erm ok.

She gives him a kiss to the cheek " gambatte neh."

toshiro : um...

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toshiro was sitting at the edge of the platform while watching from afar at hinamori watering the plants of nikona's garden. Karin came to sit beside him.

karin: you seem to be really close to her. I thought you loved nikona.

toshiro: love. I never changed my mind.

karin: you don't seem so. Don't hurt two people, you wishy washy.

toshiro: its like she is going to break any moment.

ichigo: and nikona won't?

toshiro: kurosaki. What are you doing here?

ichigo: I can go anywhere I like isn't it?

renji: its not I am saying hinamori is bad, but she is like your nee-chan isn't it? taichou.

urahara: hahaha... its almost like incest hitsugaya taichou.

toshiro: *anime vein* .....

renji: incest? but they aren't siblings.

shinro: eh? They aren't? I mean she is so much taller.

toshiro: *anime vein* this is not some gathering!!! And my height has nothing to do with anything!!

 shinji: its very obvious you know toshiro.

toshiro: hitsugaya taichou.

shinji: geez, aren't we all taichous? So serious. End it quickly ok hitsugaya.