Broken Beyond Repair

chapter 4

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EID MUBARAK 🕌🤍

After zuhr, I didn't pray tho, since I'm not allowed to, I came downstairs again, the house is still quiet, that's when it occurred to me.

They all went out without me. Okay that is gonna hurt me, they all consider me as an outsider.

Ya Umar including you? " I asked no one in particular

I'm a critical thinker, which means I don't jump into conclusion or make decisions without a good and valuable evidence.

Currently I'm standing in front of the boys quarters door. I'm hesitant on knocking because I don't want to get hurt by this.

Maybe it's a bad idea that came here in the first place " I thought

Maybe I should just go back, when they all come back I will see, who went and who did not

Too many maybe's

I announced my presence at the entrance, waiting for a response, but it never came, I made a mental note of knocking 5 times, if he doesn't come out then he's with them.

Why do I care so much? I asked myself

Maybe cause you love him.

My subconscious mind said, my heart took it's pace at the mention of me falling in love with him, this can't be happening.

I can't fall in love with him, he will never love me back, he only takes me as his sister, ya Allah help me.

Knock! Knock!

Knock! Knock!

Knock! Knock!

Knock! Knock!

I turned back without any more thoughts, I know he's with them, if he's not, he would've come out, he's a light sleeper.

I went back to my room, I'm not going to cry, I'm done crying for these people that don't give a shit about me, they could've at least tell me that they are going out.

I woke up and realize it's already dark, how long has I been out.

I glanced at the wall clock, and realized it's already 6 O'Clock. My stomach grumbled in hunger, but I don't want to eat anything right now, I don't want to come face to face with any of them, most especially afrah, if she tries any shit today I won't take it.

Another thing I hate about period is, it'll make you do what you don't want, and all these cravings that you can't ignore. Nevertheless, I went downstairs.

I went straight to the kitchen, and of course I have to meet her there.

The queen decided to grace is with her presence " afra mocked

I ignored her and opened the fridge, to get my naan and butter chicken but it was no way to be found. I started looking around the fridge, I checked the microwave maybe I kept it there and it was not there too.

I caught a glimpse of it on the kitchen island, my heart blazed in anger as I realized she ate it.

Afrah why did you eat my food? I questioned through gritted teeth

Oh, it's yours? I didn't know " she said with her stupid voice.

With what I'm feeling right now, I can lash out on anty Aisha as well, anyone who come in my way, will get their own share of hot slap or bitter words.

If you expect me to apologize, then get ready to be disappointed ugly bitch "afrah said

All I could see was fire.