LONELINESS

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A young girl sat at the balcony staring at the sky with a couple of her diaries and a pen.She was just blankly looking at the sky not knowing what to write on the book on her lap as she had many things to share but she didn't know from where to start.

She started pondering everything about her childhood to until her present moment.She smiled thinking of all the memories she has seen through the life and smiled bitterly when thinking of all the hurt she went through.

She took the pen after talking a long breath and started writing down all what she felt

Dear Diary,
              For the past few years my life has been a real roller coaster ride filled with happiness and sadness.The friends I was close with are also now not with me and it feels so empty.The girl I met when I was schooling showed me the real friendship and happiness but then she left me all alone.It gives so much pain to my heart when people treat me as a priority then they leave me as if I'm nothing to them.Don't I deserve any love?Am I a person who was designed to be left all alone who is worthless in each and everyone's lives around me?Why can't people just leave me all alone without showing all the love and suddenly change as if they don't care?

She was writing and felt a tear drop on her book and just then she realized she had already started crying.She wiped it off before someone notices it and faked a smile

It's ok let people hate me or make use of me I will remain the good hearted person I am as always.

She finished her writing and closed her book hugging it tightly to her chest and felt her dress being pulled by someone.She looked down and noticed her little 1 and half year old daughter looking at her with her twinkling eyes making all her sadness fade away

"Mama cally (carry) me" she said in her cute babyish voice while the young girl carried her and kissed her cheeks.

"What do you want baby Amyra?" she said rubbing her nose with her little one

"Mama no cly (cry)" Amyra said wiping her mother's tears making her smile in happiness and hug her daughter and just in time her husband Aayansh came and saw their bond.

" Mama and Princess became partners in crime forgetting dada?" He asked fake glaring at them

"No dada mama clying (crying)" Amyra said cutely to her dada while he soon came and settled next to her

"What happened Love?Are you okay?Any problem?" He asked panicking

"No Aayansh just got reminded of all the bitter memories in the past and that made me tear up and I can't just come out of it" she said lying on his shoulder while he got hold of her hand

"Whatever happens I will not leave by your side Angel.Everyone would have hurt you but I'm here as your healer to heal all wounds created by everyone.Please don't make your cute face ruin by crying and getting dark circles around your eyes" he said pouting while she chuckled

"Ok Mr cutie pie I will not cry over little things" she said pecking his cheeks

"That's my girl" he pecked her cheeks

"For Amyla (Amyra)" the little one asked with her cute possessiveness and the parents chuckled and kissed her together on both her cheeks making her happy and clap.

Aayansh carried Amyra from his wife and hugged his wife around her shoulders towards him and kissed on her forehead letting his lips linger there for sometime making her feel calm.

She then lied on his chest thinking,"Why do I need to worry about everyone around me when I have my husband with me supporting me and loving me unconditionally and a little princess to shower her mama with all her love.I have been waiting patiently for this moment to meet people who make me feel precious as this and finally I've met.Thank you God for these special people in my life."She said looking at the sky with a smile

The End ❤️

For everyone out there worrying about things happening around you and about the people who keep hurting constantly.Don't worry about anything and just keep praying to god and one day you will be blessed with the best just like this young girl was blessed with Aayansh and Amyra.Sometimes we do feel worthless but then remember we our special for our loved ones always no matter what.Keep loving yourself and take care of yourself well.Right things will happen at the right time 💖.

A random thought clicked so just penned it down.Hope you all will like it 😊

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