"Birds of a feather, we should stick together, I know
I said I'd never think I wasn't better alone"
"I want you to see, How you look to me"
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This story is gonna kinda be based of legacies, vampire diaries, the originals, and the sex lives...
I bolted awake clutching my chest. My chest hurt so bad I couldn't breathe, my heart wanted to jump out my body. I was hyperventilating at that point. My vision was gone. Nothing I was doing would help it stop. I just want it to stop! Fuck I feel like dying! Please let this end.
I then felt two arms wrap around me tightly. My vision soon returned slowly and I could hear someone whispering to me telling me that I'm okay. My vision became clear and could see Olivia with her arms wrapped around me.
"Shhhh breathe, breathe," she then stroked my hair calming me down. We both faced each other and I copied her deep breaths. My heart suddenly calmed down but my chest felt heavy and it hurt badly.
"Hey, your alright. You are here safely in your bed, nothing is gonna hurt you" she told me softly. I was done hyperventilating and I was even more relaxed but except my chest. I wiped the single tear on my face. I sighed.
"Sorry, I'm sorry" I quickly moved away from Olivia and moved to the edge of my bed touching the ground. Olivia sat on my bed looking at me, "no need to apologize, your okay" she got off my bed.
"Are you sure you want to go to the party tonight? You don't have to if you aren't feeling it." she suggested.
"Yeah I'm okay, I can do tonight," I stood up from my bed. "Alrighty then. Let's go get some breakfast and coffee to start off the day." Olivia said as me and her both walked out the dorm.
That whole day felt weird. It felt as if I kept seeing her face everywhere. At breakfast I only had some of my breakfast which was rabbit blood but I immediately lost my appetite. I was hanging out with Olivia pretty much all day. She's very understanding and knows how to make me feel a little better.
She knew I was acting off and knew because of the situation with reneè I wasn't feeling okay at all. Olivia is now basically like a sister.
But no matter how hard she tried I was always thinking about reneè, she held me together. I think I love her. Oh my god I love her and I've never told her that. We've never said that to each other. But after being on a break for no longer than a week made me realize I'm in love with her and want her to be in my life forever.
Finally it was time for the party. I had gotten in a cute outfit that I actually felt confident in.
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"Billie you look so hot! Omg your outfit is breath taking," Olivia said in awe and took a picture of me, posting it on her Instagram story.
"Aww thanks," a big smile formed on my face. Olivia wrapped her arm around me, "come on let's go!" we both walked out of the dorm and walked to Milos place.
We both talked and giggled on our way, we were excited and ready. I was excited to just get my hands on alcohol and have my pain taken away from me, I just want to get away from reality. Even when I fall asleep I could never escape my nightmares.
