episode 1 part 3

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So disgust followed Cedric to her dressing room to "talk" when really she knew things were about to go down

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disgust: ced i didn't know shed- *gets slapped* ahh

Cedric: 😠you brought your little happy-go-lucky boss B*TCH to my studio so she could f*ck up my set?!!

disgust: 😰n..no i didn't- *gets hit in the face* Cedric stop!😣

Cedric: you brought her to protect you? Think she can get you out of work?!😈

disgust: no i wouldn't do that NO!😰

Cedric then throws her to the side then pulls out a paper

Cedric: y'know she cant do anything you've got a contract or have you forgotten that?😈

She already knew it joy couldn't do anything to save her the contract still had her name in ink all these flashbacks of what she shouldn't have done and pain and abuse could just make her cry

disgust: *quietly tears up* n n no i haven't forgotten 😢

Cedric: when i say "come here" you say...

disgust: yes mr. Cedric😞

Cedric: when i say "you've gotta lose weight" you say...

disgust: y..yes mr Cedric😣

Cedric: when i say "you better get that blue-haired pixie cut b*tch out of my studio!" you say...

disgust: i um...

Cedric: YOU! Saaaay~....

disgust: 😰l l look ced she just *grunts in pain* g gets involved in everything ok I'll uh I'll tell her to leave just dont hurt her

Cedric: I HAVE KILLED MORE B*TCHES TO KEEP MY FAME IN TACT YOU ARE LUCKY YOU MAKE ME MONEY! Now you are going to get miss optimism out of here and then your filming all night! Get me?

disgust: y y yes Cedric 😢😞

Cedric: good~ now cmon

He then grabs disgusts wrist and forced her out of her dressing room and once they were back on set he then threw her to the side of the set

Cedric: alright get your asses back on set and we are taking this from the top!

Joy noticed disgust looking like she was in pain she then walked up to her to see if shes ok

Joy: disgust?

disgust then turned her head to show a half the side of her forehead bruised joy was shocked she finally knew why she always came with new scars on her body she wasnt ok she was being abused and she lied about it

Joy: 😨oh my god! disgust! 😰Are you ok did he do this?

Cedric: *walks to joy* well i think youve been here long enough miss joy your co-workers must be waiting for you at home

Joy then got pissed

Joy: what makes you think you can 😡TREAT HER LIKE THAT?!

But before joy can say anything disgust went to yell at her to leave

disgust: JOY STOP! Just stop!

Joy: 😥dee what?

disgust: Joy leave! I didn't want you here in the first place i already asked you to leave and you didn't listen!😠

Joy: but i i just wanted to help you...

disgust: well your not! You actually wanna help me?! Get the hell out of here... right now... And let me finish my work...

Joy: disgust i.. I didn't ..mean to i... Im so sorry😓

Joy then left the studio softly in tears
While disgust felt more regretful for making joy feel bad

Cedric: *chuckles* good girl~

disgust then carried on to filming all night

Cedric: 😈and action...

Some sad melancholic music played which made disgust keep regretting the choices she made then started to sing while the camera records

*Warning this song could take long*

disgust:🎶Don't think I can take it
With every drama a piece of me dies
Like some kind of sadist
I think that he likes to see the pain in my eyes🎶

🎶He knows that I'm lovesick
He kissed me and promised I will be alright
We both know it's bullshit
The longer I'm with him the less I'm alive🎶

🎶Doctors on the other line
'Cause he's not coming home tonight
And I just took my very last pill
Need something to numb the pain
Demons knocking on my brain
I think they're coming in for the kill🎶

🎶Nine one one, I need someone
My baby plays me like a game
I'm not having fun
Nine one one, tell him he's why
My heart is always aching
And I gotta be done 'cause🎶

🎶I, I, I gotta lose my guy
Oh I'm, I'm, I'm gonna lose my mind🎶

🎶You must think that I'm crazy
Well he does too so I guess that makes three
Need someone to save me
I'd really appreciate if you'd intervene🎶

🎶Doctors on the other line
'Cause he's not coming home tonight
Can't seem to find my bottle of pills
Swear to God I'm not insane
The voices only say his name
When I'm starting to think that they're real🎶

🎶Nine one one, I need someone (need someone)
My baby plays me like a game
I'm not having fun (not having fun)
Nine one one, tell him he's
Why my heart is always aching
And I gotta be done 'Cause🎶

(gotta be, gotta be done)
🎶I, I, I gotta lose my guy
Oh I'm, I'm, I'm gonna lose my mind🎶

🎶Need someone
(I need someone, my baby plays me like a game, I'm not having fun)
Not having fun
(Nine one one, tell him he's why my heart is always aching
And I gotta be done) Gotta be, gotta be done
I, I, I gotta lose my guy (ooh, ooh)
Oh, I'm, I'm, I'm gonna lose my mind~🎶

And after that she left the studio at 11:00 feeling in pain as usual

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