In Safe Hands +18 ~ BTS/SKZ/Reader ☑️

40 - Dangers Are Out There

It's a new day.

It all feels like a nightmare, but I have to face it.

I walked downstairs, and I spotted Hoseok cleaning up.

"Morning, do you want some help with house work?" I offer, and his eyes light up.

I gathered the duster and began with the dining room, then mopped the walkways and hallway.

Nothing like household chores to get through some generational trauma.

I grabbed the laundry basket and started at my room first, then walked down the hall, stopping at Jung Kooks room.

Who am I to take his life from him like that?

I entered his room, and it was immaculate.

I placed the laundry basket on his bed, and walked around the room.

I stopped as I got to a palm sized drawing on his desk.

It's me?

I turned it over, and there was a very poorly written note on the back of it.

Is this his writing?

Had he been learning?

'Thank you for making me happy. I forgive you.'

Did he write this while I was locked up?

My heart felt heavy, and I placed the drawing back on his desk.

I'm sorry Kookie.

I continued onto the next room, knocking lightly, and Yoongi opened his door.

"Oh, laundry?" He rushed, turning and grabbing what clothes he had to wash.

He placed them in the basket, but then stood staring at me.

"You okay?" He mouthed.

I snapped myself out of my melancholic state, and nodded.

"I saw the note. Just accept it for what it's worth. Guilt can hurt your soul." He smiled at me, and I felt like I needed that from him. I can't let his death overshadow everything we did together. The connection we had. 

"Thanks Yoongi." I smiled, then continued onto the next room, being Tae.

I gently knocked the door, and he opened it up and stared at me with teary eyes.

"Tae. I didn't know." I explained quietly, and he sniffled a little as he nodded. 

"I know. It's okay. I just miss him already. I am glad we could speak after all that time."

I gave him a small smile and he added some clothes to the laundry basket.

He closed his door and I picked up the clothes left in the shared basket outside Jeongin and Hans rooms, then stopped outside Jimins room.