Blind - SeongSang

52 - Stop

I laid on my bed. Im so sad.

I can't flirt with him! I can't cuddle with him! Complimenting is now limited. I barely got him to kiss me and now I can't!

God this is going to kill me.

I sat up when my door swung open. Yeosang is here. He smiled and jumped onto my bed. He crawled over to me and hugged me. I gently pushed him off me.

Holy shit that was so hard.

He was going to kiss me but I quickly stopped him. "Umm, please don't do that."

"What? Why not?"

"I'm just not in the mood."

"Oh..." He sat down and frowned. This is going to seriously kill me. I hate seeing him look sad. "Ok. Im sorry."

"It's fine." I rubbed the back of my neck.

This feels so damn awkward now.

"Did I do something wrong?"

"No."

"Are you mad at me?"

"No."

"Then what's wrong?"

"Nothing's wrong. Im just not in the mood. I'm not feeling well."

"Oh, ok."

"Yeah."

"I'm sorry if I upset you."

"You didn't upset me."

"Then why are you..."

"Please just stop! I'm just not feeling it ok."

He lowered his head. He nodded. He stood up. "Im sorry. I'll leave now." He sounded like he was going to cry. He left my room.

I quickly ran after him. "Yeosang. Im sorry, it's just I am not in the mood. I'm just a bit too emotional..."

He ignored me as he put his shoes on. He turned to me and glared. I have never seen him do that before. "Fix your damn mood then." He left and slammed the door shut.

Fuck.