Chapter 15
- Lamya Gillard
Chicago, IL
A week later....
"We're taking our SAT tomorrow" I hear Ms.Wright say in advisory.
Ever since she said that I've been zoned out, like all day, I didn't even pay acknowledge Mari's corny ass flirting. I was lowkey nervous asl.
I mean I knew it was coming but now it's tomorrow and I don't think I can do it. I'm pretty good in school I get all A's. But this isn't just a report card it was my future so I can't fuck up.
The school day went by fast because I was so on edge, a lot of people noticed my anxiety but I just brushed it off when confronted.
I probably just needed to take a nap
So it's what I did, when I got home I went straight to sleep. I hadn't been able to eat all day.
When I woke up I studied but, I'm not really a person to study I didn't really know how to so that idea was trashed but I had another idea.
A questionably stupid idea but one that worked none the less.
I texted Mari and asked him to come over.
Eventually he texted me telling me he was outside.
I went to open the door and lead him up to my room.
"Wassup phats?" He asks taking his shoes off sitting in my bed beside me in my bed
"How do you feel about the test tomorrow?"I ask getting straight to the point.
"Uh a nigga a lil nervous Ian gon lie but it's just a test Ian worrying that bad" he said shrugging his shoulders, "why?" He asks
"Because I think I'm tweaking tf out over this test" I say laying my head on his shoulder
He had on a white tee with grey sweats and some Yeezy slides.
Why would he come over here like this.. lookin a lil too scrumptious
He wraps his arm around my waist comfortingly
"Don't stress over it ma, you're gonna do fine. Cmere" he says motioning for me to get on his lap
I get up and straddle him laying my head on his chest wrapping my arms around his waist
Not to be corny or anything but he was really my peace
"Thank you" I say feeling a lil less stressed in the moment
"No problem mama, you know I got you" he said his hands moving down to my ass as he kisses my neck lightly
He being real touchy
I mean we always touchy but he kissing on a bitch neck and shi like he tryna get in my panties
I stopped it from getting too far last time, but the tension is still there from what almost happened in the car and I been tryna ignore it.
It might take some of my stress away though.
Right?
And I'm on birth control now.
What would it hurt? (Besides my pussy)
Fuck it.
I turn my head giving him better access as I lightly grind my hips on him
His grip on my ass tightens and he sucks a lil harder