𝕾ᥙᥴһ ᥲ 𝕭ᥲძ ᑲ᥆ᥡ - 𝐓.𝐊 ⭑.ᐟ

𝘋𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯

                                ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ : ᴘʀᴏs ᴀɴᴅ ᴄᴏɴs

"I have no idea Taylor, how about we do pros and cons?" Klaus emerged from the dusty seat he was sat on to flip the board over.

I was in his terminate to discuss matters of having a child, i needed a second opinion from a more experienced person, he wasn't a woman but he was the only old person i knew of.

"I would say pros are me and Tom get a genetic miniature us, cons are child labour and experiencing the extricating pain." Klaus has wrote on the board, we were going to compare the sides after we have completed them both.

"Pros is better motivation?" I questioned myself.

"Another pro is seeing a child i birthed out grow." I had a lot of cons and i wanted to shout them out all at once but i needed to see if they were accurate guesses and seemed a lot worse in my head than on a board.

"Klaus.. i don't know there's a lot of cons but what's the point of me and Tom being together if we aren't having any children? What if he loose interest in me?" I was starting to drastically loose faith in the whole baby situations

"Are you crazy? Tom not interested in you? You have to be lying Taylor for sure, Tom is stupid blind he sees only you, he kills for you. If you had been in a room with him for just one second, literally a second when you aren't there he blabbers on and on about you constantly until we have to tell him to talk bout something else." Klaus stated sternly, his eyes locking with mine refusing to come undone.

"but i'm just not ready, i don't want one and i feel like im keeping him behind the excitement of a new life."

"Taylor it sounds like you're just describing how you feel. keeping HIM behind the excitement." Realisation i hit, i was just too scared for a change.

"Maybe i hate changes then?" I tilted my head to the side giving a minute to think to myself about maybe i am keeping myself from having a child, i wasn't sure though it was a scary choice because once you go you can't go back.

"I'll do it." I said encouraged by my own quotes.

"Jesus Taylor it's not like i'm asking you to do it." He chuckled softly, he wouldn't admit but he was proud i was keeping the child, he was going to be an uncle non biological uncle.

"I can't believe i'm being a mother." I hugged Klaus, tears fell down my eyes fortunately. I was gleeful and spirted by the drastic changes that would happen. I wondered what me and Tom would look like combined in one person, i couldn't wait for this truly, still afraid of the possible challenges that would come along deeply.

"How do i tell Tom? I told him i wasn't going to keep it." Me and Tom had a long discussion that ended into a substantial argument, proceeding into a remorseful moment.

"Just say you had a long think about it." I nodded my head giving klaus one last hug, Klaus has never been this affectionate he would normally be awkward when anybody, no matter who touched him.

"Okay." I enthusiastically said, ready to change the chapter in life, thoughts spun around my head. What was i going to name it? What aesthetic should i go for? I awaited with anticipation inside of me growing like how a tree grows gradually.

Klaus and drove me back home, he didn't come in because i wanted it to be more private not that Klaus doesn't know everything about me even the tiny details, it was just more of a confidential opinion.

"Tom." I greeted him at the door with words, i had no idea why i had thrashing discompose sitting freshly alive inside of me but i pushed that away and got bloated with the rapturous nonchalant energy.