014 - will you cry?

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currently playing will you cry? by gracie abrams

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currently playing will you cry? by gracie abrams

Twiddling with my hands while I sit at the firepit with Leah, Serena, and Hannah. The three of them are chatting about the challenge and the reaction of the boys.

"Do you think he's gonna be mad that I didn't pick him? Or feel some type of way?" Hannah asks us.

"Yeah," Serena admits.

"You do?" Hannah says scared.

"I mean, you just made breakfast for him this morning, trying to show him you only want him. And then, you turn around in the challenge and make out with the guy he was worried about," I back Serena up.

"Oh, shit. I didn't think about that," Leah says.

"And I told him I'm literally never gonna talk to him again," Hannah regrets.

"Oh, fuck," Leah says.

"And then you went in like..." Serena says flicking her tongue up and down indicating them making out. Leah and I burst out laughing while Hannah looks serious.

"I'm fucked. I am fucked," Hannah repeats.

"How do you feel that you missed Kordell," I laugh at her and she shoves me.

"I think I'm gonna pull him tonight. I may give him a little peck," Serena says smiling.

"Ooh!" Hannah says excitedly.

"Actually?" Leah and I say at the same time.

"Maybe I'll be, like, 'Since we didn't get, like, to kiss on each other, I want to give you, a little peck, but I don't want you to, like, be trying to kiss me in bed or, anytime you see me. I guess I kind of just want to give you some reassurance, and, like, I wasn't able to do that in the challenge.'" Serena says reading her script out in her head of her hypothetical conversation with Kordell.

"Why didn't you kiss Tyler by the way?" Hannah asks as I never updated her about my new dislike of Tyler.

"His reactions to things keep giving me red flags. I mean when I scream, he's like an echo," I state.

"Oh shit! Are you going to end things with him?" Hannah asks.

"I want to talk to him and tell him how I feel. I feel a strange sense of loyalty to him but if he screws things up, I'm done," I say. "I also don't want to fight him. I'm tired of screaming all the time. Is it bad that I just want to stay with him but never be near him?" I laugh.

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