I LOVE YOU TOO [Mattheo Riddle x Y/n]

[17] - EMEMIES

I still can't believe I accidentally blurted out his last name infront of him, I was just mad, I was thinking, now who knows what he'll tell his father, what if I become a target or something.

I wish I could back in time and stop my past self from speaking.

[Mattheo]

Y/n knows. She knows my deepest darkest secret. Although I somewhat trust her to not tell a soul, I just have this gut feeling the truth is going to come out.

I just really really wish she never found out, I get it, curiosity got the better of her, but still.

Maybe I would have actually told her the truth.

But I'm suppose to hate her guts now. But I dunno, I just can't hate someone like her. She makes me feel, special in a way.

But teasing her as us being "ememies" is fun, she's especially hot when she's mad.

[Y/n]

It's now history of magic with binns.

This is definitely my less favorite class. I learn almost nothing and after listen to him mumble facts about something, he assigns us all a mountain of homework, luckily I'm a good student and actually try, my grades definitely aren't the best though.

This year I'm going to get better grades, I need to distract myself from him.

I grab my notebook and my quill and I scribble down some information.

Then Mattheo whispers "Acio notebook"

"R- Mattheo, give it back!" I whisper yell at him, as I slammed my quill on the desk.

"Hmm...no." He Grins.

He leans his body away from me as he Flips through the notebook.

All my fucking secrets are in that book.

"Mattheo don't you dare read it!"

"September 1st, 1995, Today is my first day of hogwarts." He mocks.

"Oh, boring."

"Mattheo I swear!" I whisper as loud as I can, trying to not get caught by binns.

"A mysterious boy bumped into me, i hate to admit but he was awfully cute, but extremely rude and cocky." He then stops.

"So you think I'm cute, eh?" He laughs.

"That was before I knew how stupid you are. Don't forget I also mentioned how cocky you are."

He Flips a couple pages.

"Today I had detention with Mattheo, why? Because he wouldn't cooperate, he did completely the opposite of the instructions. Then the potion ended up spatting red goo on us, I was fuming, all Mattheo was doing was smiling, honestly he was pretty cute corvered in what looked like blood."

"That's twice now you think I'm cute." He Smirks.

[Third Person]

He Flips to another page.

"Me and mattheo were passing notes, it was pretty fun and made it less boring but then I overheard him and Draco talking, Mattheo ended up saying "don't forget who your stupid ass father works for." Which made no sense at first, then it hit me, Dracos father was a death eater. And a couple days ago Snape confused him with a last name that started with the letter R. I'm going to find out his secret."

Mattheo read sliencly in his head.

He reads all the journal entrys she has in her book. Y/n sits quietly, watching him read her secrets.

Mattheo then finds a rather interesting page.

"Today was the first dumbledores amry meeting, it was super fun, Harry is honestly a great teacher and I could see Ginny become jealous over his attention over Cho Chang. I finally learnt how to do the Patronus charm. My patronus was a swan."

"Y/n..what's dumbledores army..?"

[Y/n]

Shit. It's honestly nothing just a club- we just named it that because we thought it was uh funny." I lie.

I then feel a stinging sensation in my head. I hold my head in pain.

I can't let Mattheo know about the Da, he'll tell his father and who knows what would happend to me, and all my friends. Luckily I'll just ask Harry to teach us more complex spells.

[Mattheo]

I go into Y/ns mind. I finally masterd Legilimency, so I can basically find out everything about anything

[TW: SELF HARM, KILLING, DEATH, DEPRESSION]

I search through her mind. I watch as she kisses Cedric, aka a kid my father killed last year. Then it flashes to his dead body and her crying and being depressed for days, then I see her holding a blade, as she cuts her wrists, then I see something.

I see a bunch of death eaters pointing their wands at a young child, first they torture her with the Cruciatus Curse, then one of them yells "AVADA KEDAVRA!"

Y/n watches it all happend.

"MELAINE!" She screams, her screams haunt me. She sounded so broken.

Another memory of her cutting her self appears.

Then I finally find out what the DA is, an organization ran by Hermione Granger and Harry Potter, aswell as a Weasley.

They seem to teach you spells to defense against death eaters and my father.

[Y/n]

I raise my hand.

Binns clears his throat. "Yes, Mrs L/n?" He says.

"I have a headache, may I go see madam Pomfrey, please?" I ask politey.

"Fine." He says, I get up and walk out of class. I glance at Mattheo to see him looking down, he seems to be upset. Ha, as if he'll be upset.