What I Really Want (Sequel to Not What I Need)

Chapter 4

Chapter 4

Hazelia's P.O.V.

After being proposed to and kidnapped, I decided I take my arse to bed. I needed to think about what I was about to do. I want to answer Niall's proposal, but how? Do I just say it? Or do I have to make it a big gesture and such? Ughh!

I began to hear what sounds like footsteps across the room. I peeked through my very tired eyes and seen Niall carrying 'that girl' in his arms, bridal style! THAT SHOULD BE ME! Not that I'm jealous, of her? God no!

"W-What are you doing babe? Come lay with me..." I stammered thinking that I want to make this day end on a happy note, "And......Yes."

"What?" He looked at me confused not knowing what I meant.

"Yes. I will be your wife." I smiled revealing my dimples and he jumps over to me, grabs me, and pulls me into this giant bear hug.

"Can't. Breathe." He was beginning to choke me.

"Sorry.... Wifey.." He grinned and kissed me repeatedly all over my face. "I love you SO much!"

I giggled at his actions and kissed him softly on the lips, "I love you too." I hugged him and laid back looking up at the ceiling. He cuddled next to me.

"Love, can I ask you something?"

"Yes, anything." I looked over at him.

"Well.... Do you still love Harry?" Anything, except that. Oh God! How do I answer him? Do I answer at all? What could I say?

I have an idea. Yay!

"Niall, I love you."

"You didn't answer the question." He frowned and I looked back up towards the ceiling.

"I-I mean, Harry? He's nice and sweet and caring.... But he's an arsehole! He can't seem to just leave the fact that I'm with you now!" I said to him raising my voice a little.

"But you're still not answering the question, Hazel! Do you love him or NOT?" I could tell this bothered him but I didn't want to hurt him. But I also didn't want to answer the question at hand. Because I knew the answer.

I do love Harry.

But how do I even begin to explain that to Niall!? I love him too! Sooo much! I just seem to have this weird connection to Harry.

'Maybe it's because you loved him and he slept with Rosa?' The voice in my head reminded me. But I forgave her for that! Didn't I?

"WELL!?" Niall's eyes are starting to well up with tears. "DO YOU!?"

"I DUNNO!" And with that, I got up and walked out of the room.

Niall's P.O.V.

How could she say that she doesn't know? I love her AND ONLY HER! As for Harry, he doesn't have a fucking clue on who he loves!

Why doesn't she love me the same way I love her?

"PLEASE!?" I heard what sounded like Zayn yelling. I hurried to his place and looked around. Then I saw how fucked up the wall looked. It looked like someone was pushed into the wall.

I looked over to the balcony door that was open and saw Louis pushing Zayn almost off the railing.

"STOP!" I used my extra speed and strength to push him away from Zayn. Louis' eyes were blindingly red. This CAN'T be good.

"What the fuck Niall!?" Louis looked up at me and rushed me into the glass doors that led inside. The doors shattered as I was being pushed towards the couch. "You shouldn't have done that." He growled at me in this scary voice that wasn't his own.

Next thing I know, Zayn drops a lamp over Louis' head, causing him to collapse on the floor. "That's for throwing the lamp at me before!" He then kicked him in the side. "And that's for thinking that I was going to just LET you drop me off the balcony!"

"Okay, I think that he's had enough. Poor lad, why the hell was he so pissed?" I questioned and he just looked at me straight faced.

"Well.... I know about... The Sacred Ones Book." My eyes widened because I knew Liam wouldn't have NEVER let anyone see it. "And my powers....Everything." He looked down at Louis. "He came in as I was reading. Then he threw a lamp at me! Liam came and tried to cast a 'forgetting spell' but it hadn't worked, as you can see. Then Louis just...... SNAPPED!"

"I can see! His eyes! Oh my God! I've NEVER known them to EVER get THAT red!"

"Because he was filled with rage. A more powerful emotion than just anger. But why was he so raging? He's usually never like that...." He looked up at me and his glowing eyes returned to their normal color and a tear trailed down his cheek.

"I understand mate. I guess with his perky self all the time, he must have another side of him.... I just never would've guessed this was it." I looked down at Louis and pushed his head with my foot. "I know he's like your best friend, but he was in a very difficult situation Zayn. It could've happened to any of us." I patted his shoulder as I walked past him and to the door.

Oh he's gonna have hell to deal with tomorrow... I wish him luck with that! He'll need it.

I smiled to myself as I exited the room and started towards mine.

I noticed that the girl that WAS sleeping on the couch, wasn't there! "Dammit! Kiana's gone!" Then I looked back out the room and realized that Hazelia was gone too! "Shit!"