Jerk// jerangz//sarang//jeemin

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Jeemin heard her messages notification, it's probably the gc or someone she doesn't know, she's not the type to be active on social media.

Since jeemin is too lazy, they're currently eating and she decided to ignore the message, she can read it later when they're done screwing off the cafeteria.

She sighed as she spotted sarang and saebi still messing with each other, though it is normal already, she always see the two like this, and koko is peacefully eating her burger with fries, she worries a lot for koko because she thinks she's kinda dumb and spaces out a lot.

Suddenly jeemin's phone rang, it's not the notification anymore but it's someone calling her, she ignored it till it's done, the people on the table didn't seem to mind but they're actually kind of confused on who's the caller, especially sarang.

Again it began ringing again and Koko couldn't take it anymore so she opened jeemin's phone to actually answer it herself, jeemin was too calm and she let koko handle it.

"Hi? Can you please stop interrupting, and anyways who's this?" Saebi was laughing beside koko and jeemin couldn't help but smile same goes with the girl beside her, eating the fries and sipping on her coke.

"Oh, its you? U never told me anything about u being a president thou!" To jeemin's surprise koko seems having fun talking to the person, its someone koko knows.

"You wanna talk to her?" Koko and jeemin's eyes met, the girl displaying with a confused expression, even sarang is curious on who is it? Or maybe its just a friend and jeemin could careless, but its because her friends know that she's not the type to answer calls.

Koko shoved the phone on jeemin while nodding her head kind of signalling but jeemin did not understand and took the phone putting it on her ear.

"Jeemin?" Jeemin paused when she heard the caller's voice, a sudden change of atmosphere, she feels as if the world stopped the time, jeemin didn't know what to do.

"Let's talk" jeemin ramained silent trying to hear the caller's words and what she wants to say if its relevant enough for her to answer back, her lips is trembling and her hands shaking at the edge of the table.

"Tommorow, we're seeing each other tommorow right?" Jeemin hangs up after saying it, she feels as if not breathing anymore, its so blurry again, jeemin was reffering to the meeting about the sports festival.

Her brows furrowed and her biting her lips again, but then she felt sarang's hands on hers trying to calm her down, the worry on sarang's face is so visible she's about to risk it all again.

Jeemin calmed down and sighed all her problems out, its in the past, its nothing.. that's something i should've ignore.. it doesn't really affect me, its just that.. i hated being in that place again where i have to risk for someone who doesn't like me not at all.

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"Well, are you ok?" She eyed sarang who's actually been looking at her since earlier, but jeemin's mind travelled somewhere someone doesn't know, its a little inevitable, its blurry and dark, that's something jeemin doesn't want to experience anymore, but she always does regardless of trying to stop.

"Yeah, why do you think i don't?" Sarang raised a brow, she knows how much jeemin is always bottling up everything to herself, she rolled her eyes turning to jeemin before cupping jeemin's face with her hands.

Sarang stared at jeemin's eyes, it was a little red, sarang knows jeemin cried, for how long thou? Was if after that person called her? Or is just because of her panick attack again? Sarang is worried and curious about the person jeemin was talking to on the point, she saw how jeemin's hands tremble, she wants to yank the phone out of jeemin's hand, but it'll cause a little more trouble.

Sarang sighed and leaned on jeemin to plant a little soft kiss that made jeemin caught off guard, sarang giggled and playfully slapped jeemin's shoulder, the girl was confused but smiled a little before sarang even notice.

Jeemin knows she's becoming soft for this person, she's annoying but she cares so much, i think that's someone i can't let go of, i wish to not be indecisive when it comes to this kind of circumstances, its suffocating yet first love doesn't really help it.

I loved a little way too much and it backfired straight to my heart, and now it still affects me, who wouldn't be? I actually hated how she screw off with that, i only wanted the best.

"I like you" suddenly jeemin is back infront of sarang, she was taken a little back.

"What?"

"What?" Sarang expressed confusion, so does jeemin.

"Why are u looking at me with doubt?" Sarang asked with a brow raised, it made jeemin giggle a little that made sarang want to tease her some more.

"I haven't heard u say that" jeemin said before walking off the bench, sarang thought wrong and she was embarrassed, jeemin's right.

"I mean? Its obvious? Why would i kiss someone i don't like?" Sarang rolled her eyes walking straight to jeemin before holding her hands to her heart, she's really dumb, sarang thought.

"Was that an impulsive thought then?" Jeemin said and sarang is literally blushing, i guess everything backfires when the time comes.

"Ah whatever" jeemin chuckled. She enjoys seeing sarang blushing and being embarrassed, its a rare sight anyone wouldn't expect, its so clear but jeemin wants everything to stay like this, she hopes everything tommorow will go according to what she wishes to.

Stay happy all the time ryu sarang.