Mafia's Karma {Ishman}

Sorry

My time has come............

I am very sad to tell you guys that I have decided to quit publishing.

I don't know what's wrong with me.

I suddenly made this decision while I was writing a new chapter.

I thought to myself what am I doing?

And why am I doing this?

I have already thought about doing nursing and going abroad to work since I was 8th standard.

So I have to work hard for it right? I have to score well.

I am still in 11th standard.

I haven't experienced many things yet.

Many situation be it good or bad.

I am writing everyday thinking that it will provide me peace of mind but it didn't.

Instead I was stuck in this constant loop of writing, publishing and gaining attention.

I wrote stories for fun, for peace of mind, for relaxation but ever since I started publishing it became a chore for me.

I hardly get time for writing and myself.

But I still write for my own satisfaction and for you readers.

I go to college, attend lectures and don't get lunch break then straight head to tuition for 3 hours and then I step in house.

This doesn't end here I have to self study too at night.

I don't get time to have lunch and just have breakfast and dinner everyday. I also have tuition on Sundays too.

You must be thinking why I am telling you this.

So that you can understand how people work hard to write and some of you readers don't acknowledge the effort.

I know you guys have lives too and can't just sit all day and talk to authors but your every little effort means a lot.

Look at all the chapters I wrote in advance.

I wrote upto to 20 chapter in advance but they are still yet to recheck for grammatical errors.

I know I don't have a large audience and I don't deserve a large audience.

But to the people who read my stories as a silent readers, thanks to you I have decided to quit.

I can't I just can't live like this.

I have made my decision to quit.

I don't even know if I needed a break to relax my mind or just a change.

But it is what it is.

I know I must sound very selfish to you guys right now and I am sorry for that.

If I have ever hurted your feelings unintentionally then I sincerely apologize for that 🙏🏻

And about the stories. Do you want me to delete them or not?

Because I am gonna log out of my account and delete Wattpad.

I already told you when I am gone I will be completely gone.

You won't hear from me again.

And I think it's time to say my last goodbye.

Wholeheartedly Thanks to the people who supported me in the journey ❤️*sigh tiredly*