Hating Desire (M×M)

Charles

We have been driving for what seems like an hour or so , I get sleepy  because he made me run an errand last night and because of that I couldn't sleep on my usual time and that fucked up my sleep cycle, but I don't sleep , I cannot and should not sleep in my enemies vicinity

"Wake up " I hear someone saying something but cannot completely comprehend it

"Wakey wakey little mouse" alex says, now that I can hear him clearly, I open my eyes as fast as I can and look around, shit fucking hell I fell asleep, now I've no idea where we are and how long we've been here or how long is it away from my house, shit charles how could you sleep.

I tilt my head to look at Alex, he's looking at me, staring right into my soul, waiting for me to get up, he raises his right brow at me as if saying let's go.

I sit properly and get out of the car and he does the same

"Where are we, this is like a very huge forest, it's dark and feels weird and I feel there might be hell lot of animals in here and some ghosts too, I hope not, isn't it way too spooky? " I ask
My habit of blabbering never goes away

"Don't worry this place is very safe and there are no animlas you need to be afraid of but there's one animal you should be careful of" he says

"Which one" I ask

"Me, little mouse, you've to be very careful of me" he says and steps forward towards me, backing me by the car's side, I step backwards and my back hits the car, he steps into my space, toe to toe.

"Wh....mmmfggggg" when I try to ask he shuts my mouth with his huge palm

"You see, the stunt you pulled last night wasn't a very smart choice, and I hate when someone makes a bad choice and you did that just last night. So I had to  teach you a lesson now didn't I?" He asks

And I shake my head, terrified of his calm voice and by thinking what he might be able to do to me in this unknown, silent and a huge no-human-area forest

"Well here's the deal, and just to be clear you don't have any choice aside from saying yes and doing exactly what I tell you to and trust me you don't wabt to know what I'll do if you say no, so we'll play a game since you think everything is fun, so it's a very simple game. You run with all your might and I'll chase you, but here's the twist , you don't want to get caught by me because if that happens, you might not like what happens to you after you're caught, so try not to be pounced by me. Once you cross the line that separates the forest and the highway, you win and I'll leave you be but if I catch you before that, you are utterly fucked little mouse" he says

He removes his hand from my mouth but I'm stunned, what the hell is he saying, chasing me, what the, I'm not even an athletic person, I spend most of my time studying and sometimes playing chess, it's my favourite game but this running and chasing is not what I need right now

"You might want to start running because I'm running out of patience and since you're a weakling I'll give you a 5 mins headstart" he says

I don't move even after hearing this, shit it's happening, I cannot escape it. Okay fuck it I'll run as fast as I can and cross the line and then he won't be able to do anything at all, Nice now let's put this thought into action

I take a deep breath and start running towards the forest, hopefully I'll reach the line faster if I've a 5 mins headstart.

I run and run and that's when I hear the sound of  crunching of leaves and breaking of branches and heavy footsteps behind me, shit how come he's already on me. I move to different directions instead of running in a straight line and that seems to work in my favour until he's again behind me.

Shit shit shit, he'll catch me anytime soon and that somehow sends shivers down my spine, I feel a little excited of what might happen to me when he catches me, I feel tingling in my stomach and my dick, what the hell, is it because of lack of oxygen? Yes that seems the right explanation for everything that's happening to my body right now. I feel an adrenaline rush as well which is weird, I don't have that any time aside from playing chess or studying my favourite subject but this, running and the fear of getting caught is something which is new to me and I like it already? What  are you thinking charles, you shithead stop thinking and start running faster

I focus on running and soon  I see the dead end and I scream internally with happiness, finally I'll be there, I'll reach the end, I just have to run fast and be cautious so that Alex doesn't catch me anytime soon.

The moment this thought ends I feel Alex right behind me, he's so fucking close and the very next moment he holds my collar and I fall directly on my butt, fuck it hurts like hell. I'm panting like a dog, but I try to get up and run but Alex who's still behind me grabs my collar again and pulls me back so hard that I fall on my butt again and this time it hurts more than it did earlier.

There's no use of running now and I'll have to deal with whatever shit he's planning to do. I'm aware that he'll beat the shit out of me and I'll go home with a few broken bones that's for sure.

"Okay I give up, you can beat the shit out of me, there's no escape for me so go on" I say and close my eyes

I wait for a moment or two but no pubches or kicks come my way so I open my eyes and I regret doing that because the moment I open my eyes Alex pulls my legs towards him and straddles my thigh, his knee is on either side of my thighs, his hands by the side of my head

I'm lying beneath him, I try to wriggle free but it is as useless as me studying while eating. I push him with my head as he's hovering over me and looking at me with that intense gaze which sends shivers down my spine, that's not a good way to look at someone but it does something to my stomach and not to mention my dick as well and there's also something poking my stomach.

When I look down, I see it and my eyes widen, then I look at Alex making sure that he knows what's happening down there, he's hard as a rod, his dick trying to get out of his pants, trying to free itself form the restraints and he just smirks, fucker!

He knows what's happening since he's looking at me with hunger in his eyes, how an animal looks at his food before consuming it raw. Is it just the adrenaline after doing some cardio or lack of oxygen that  I'm feeling turned on by this? What the hell, this is weird and disgusting but exciting as well?

I try to push him again but he takes both of my hand in one of his hand and holds it just above my head, okay now I'm truly exposed to him and I regret it because his dick and my dick are like minded and I'm getting a hard on as well. When I look down again and then look at him he smirks, as if reading my mind.

"Well well look what we've got here" he says and brushes his hand on my dick or near my dick, I don't know because it's just a light touch and I'm hard as hell and very much turned on.

"It's because of the adrenaline and lack of oxygen nothing else, and just so you know I'm very much straight" I say

And he laughs, genuinely with a bit of amusement

"I thought you were a very innocent and straight little mouse but seems like you never stop to amaze me" he says

"I am fucking straight and innocent" I reply

"Oh sure, you keep saying that, whatever lets you sleep better at night, mouse" he says and the next thing he does is very very very wrong and so not straight for me