One Shots || Eren Yeager x Reader

Drug addict

(FIRST POV, Strong language, mention of drug usage, disturbing appearance description,  rough vaginal sex, oral sex (F), degrading kink, spitting kink, hand job, hair pulling, spanking. - if you don't understand what any of those mean, please Google it before you start reading!)

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Saturday evening - i casually came back home from the afternoon shift, the apartment was empty, considering, that my boyfriend Eren who i was living with was out with his friends - Jean and Connie. 

Eren was struggling with drug addiction, all due to his old friend Floch who he wasn't talking to anymore, so Eren was clean for nearly two months already which i was really proud of, especially that he even started looking healthier; his skin wasn't pale and dried out anymore, purple bags from under his eyes disappeared, even his long hair started looking smoothier and shiny. 

I placed my bag on the sofa in the living room, kicked off high heels and loudly plopped down the sofa with a groan, being simply tired from the office job; contrary to appearances, job behind the desk can be really exhausting, especially when you have a lot of job and not really much time. 

I grabbed my phone as it previously rested in my purse and opened private messages with Eren and started typing, just to make sure that he was okay.

Me:Hey, i just got home, are you okay?

🖤💫:Don't worry, we are sitting in a bar and i just got one beer, but i'll be home late, so don't wait for me. I left two pieces of pizza in the fridge for you xx

"That's exactly why i love you." I whispered to myself after reading the message.

I wasn't controlling Eren by sending the messages to him - the only thing that i felt was just simply worry and care and he knew that very well, that's what was making our relationship strong. 

I fully trusted Eren, especially when he was with Connie and Jean; they were trying to pull him out from drug addiction just as much as i was, so i knew that he was safe with them, or that's what i liked to believe. 

I took a quick and cold shower, wore thin, rose pink crop top and lace shorts that were just a part of my pajama, considering the hot weather outside of the apartment. 

We couldn't even use AC anymore, due to me being the only person that was currently having a job, cause Eren was...well, fired after he came to work on drugs. 

It was hard for him to find a new job in the last two months, but i knew that he was trying, considering that my paycheck wasn't covering our monthly needs, so our savings were slowly disappearing. 

I made a tea for myself, warmed up the pizza that Eren left for me, with a smile as i found a note with a sweet poem glued to the plate where the pizza was located.