You Think I'm All Right, But I'm Really Not (Sequel to TTTBABTTD)

Shall I Give Up?

As we were tossed out of the house, I sprinted over to Mikey and made sure he was okay. 

Not a moment later I was tackled by Frank, "What the hell was that!," He shouts at me. 

"I-I couldn't let you die, I-I couldn't. That's my weakness, and they used it against me," I say, tears rolling down my cheeks. 

"Frank, you should be thankful. And it's not her fault," Gerard says pulling him off me, "You're right, but now Andy got what he wants," Frak says walking away. 

"Where are you going!," Gerard shouts. I look up and watch as Frank's small figure fades away in the fog. I watch as he turns around and throws his arms up in the air, "I give up," He states spinning back around and continueing on his way. 

"He's right you know, I ruined every thing. We should just give up, we'll never beat Andy," I say getting up off the ground, brushing the dirt off me. 

"It's best that we give it up before any one else gets hurt," I sigh looking into his glowing green hazel eyes, that were now full of sorrow. 

"Anezka please don't do this, what bout Taylor? Doesn't she mean the world to you?," Gerard says grabbing my arm. 

I pull away and turn around, "The last time she spoke to me, when she was human was when we were twelve, She told me to never forget her. And I'm gonna do just that...never forget her," I say walking away. 

Trying to hide my tears fom Gerard and Mikey seeing them, I swallow the guilt and walk into the fog. 

I didn't stop walking until I reached the hotel I was staying at. I quickly packed and walked to the front desk and checked out, rushing to leave before Gerard or Mikey could catch stop me, but to my bad luck I see Gerard infront of my car. 

"Get out of my way Gerard, I'm not changing my mind," I say brushing by him. 

I quickly get my keys out and unlock my car, before I'm spun around so that I'm in Gerard's arms and staring straight into his eyes. 

"Don't do this, Taylor needs you....I need you," He says softly, his eyes glimmering with longing. 

It's not long before I'm pulled into a soft and gentle kiss from Gerard, but surely I kiss back before I pull away and climb into my car and recover from that moment. 

I see him, outside my drivers window and I decide to roll it down. 

"Anezka please?," He says, tears rolling down his face. "When you caught me from falling down that mountain. Didyou do that because you loved me, or because Mikey cared about me?," I ask him. 

"I did it because I loved you," He says. "I need time, I need time to wrap my head around all of this.  I just need to go back home and mourn and recover," I say rolling the window back up and turn on my car then drive away.