"Apologies and journals"...010

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February 21, 2023 📍 los angles

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February 21, 2023 📍 los angles

Danahs PoV:




I haven't talked to Billie in two days, ever since my break down and her leaving after I was lowkey disrespectful....

But I was just being honest yk? I don't trust her but I don't even trust Lori sometimes! Hell I don't even trust me sometimes

But I think I was cruel to her on purpose because I was embarrassed That I was so weak infront of everyone, and was VERY defensive when she saw my missing poster.

I just didn't want her to not like me because of it I guess? Idk.

But after Lori scolded me for an hour I swallowed my pride for the first time in decades and actually...and I might gag while saying this
Apologised.

Sooooo I texted her.

And she sent me her address right after, am I surprised? Fuck yeah

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And she sent me her address right after, am I surprised? Fuck yeah

I mean does this girl not hold a grudge? I still feel guilty for being mean but srsly?

Was I gonna apologise again? Yes, because my ptsd can't handle someone I "tolerate" being mad at me or upset.











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Billies Pov:



Soo....yes I did invite danah over, don't get me wrong I'm still fucking petty and bitter
I mean look,

You can have a mental breakdown and wtv but that shit was uncalled for and for some fucked reason it did hurt me.

Idk but I though she was slowly opening up to me but I was obviously wrong.

But I still needed her to help with "what was I made for" besides, danah is kind of the only person I can rely on tellin me the truth to my face

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