Personal Assistant 2.0 | Jenna Ortega

C.45

I'm here to make you cry 

Y/n stood her ground as she heard Jenna's parents were home, she could only stare at her, she could see a battle going on in her mind and the panic in her face once she heard the sound of her mother arriving, Y/n felt....

Sad for her

As harsh as it sounds...as bad as it sounds, because feeling sad for someone...feeling pity, is something horrible, no one like to feel that

"I'll never come between you and your family Miss Ortega, i'm sorry if i crossed a line or was inappropriate, have a lovely day" Y/n said smiling softly at her as she took a deep breath making her way to the door

Natalie stopped staring at her with wide eyes, Edward stared at his wife not knowing what to do, as Markus sat on the couch keeping quiet

"Don't worry, i was just leaving, i apologize Mrs. Ortega if i ever crossed a line or offended you in any way, have a wonderful day" Y/n said walking out of the door quickly not waiting for a response.
Jenna walked out of her room quickly after hearing that with tears in her eyes, she was feeling anxious, sad, mad, desperate and unstable...

No no no... you don't have to apologize...

Was all she thought over and over again seeing Y/n get in to a car as it sped away

"What was that all about?" Natalie asked confused as she stared at the door that was still open, Edward stared at his daughter noticing all the emotions on her face "Baby..what happened? Are you okay?" He asked frowning as she took a step closer to her not knowing how to approach her

Jenna kept quiet as tears ran down her face staring outside still,it was hard to breathe, it was hard to see, her eyes that were once filled with sparks and tears now only filled with tears...

"I...i.. She.." Jenna took a deep breath as she tried to speak..but the knot in her throat..wouldn't let her
"I'm glad she's finally leaving you alone, you don't need that in your life right now"

You don't need that in your life right now

You don't need that in your life right now

You don't need that in your life right now....

Echoed in her head

But i do, i love her...she said to herself

"Natalie..now is not the time" Edward whispered to her seeing that his daughter wasn't fully present 

Markus could feel his heartbreak quickly texting his sister to come as soon as possible...that Jenna needed all of them

Natalie pulled her daughter in for a hug as she was still in a trance staring at the door

"You'll be okay my baby"

But in Jenna's eyes all she could see and think about was Y/n apologizing and walking through that door...

"Shit she didn't say anything " Y/n sobbed as she hid in her shirt so Kali wouldn't see her who was driving, hearing her friend broke her heart, such a kind and loving soul was never meant to get this hurt

"It might not be the right time babe, or the right one..." Kali said softly as her free hand reached out for Y/n's who squeezed it back right away

"Yeah... you're right...maybe in another time"

The drive was quiet, Y/n had fallen asleep, Kali felt sad and mad... mad that this sweet person couldn't be loved back just because of a stupid ideology...there wasn't much she could really do or say

"Jenna calm down" Mia said frowning as she hugged her sister who was crying her soul out, Aliyah and Markus sat behind her rubbing her back softly leaving it to the oldest

Jenna could only shake her head clutching on to her sister

"I let her go" Was all Jenna said, Mia shut her eyes as she looked away a bit, feeling her sisters pain, the tone in she said it, so defeated, so tired, so sad

"What happened Jen, what did she say... we'll hear you out"

Jenna shut her eyes hiding in her neck as her lip trembled

"That i was a wonderful love... that she'd never come between me and my family... she didn't even call me by my name anymore...she fucking called me Miss Ortega" She said letting out a sob

Everyone kept quiet hearing that, Mia could only pull her even more closer nodding

"I don't know what to do...she's leaving soon " Billie's new tour starting in a few days, it was clear that Y/n accepted being her P.A...

"Now it for sure i'll never see her again" 

"Jenna... you made your decision... i'm sorry to tell you that right now...but you did ghost her- "

"I ghosted her so we wouldn't break up and hold on to the little thing that we had" She said standing up pulling away from her sister as she furiously rubbed her face as she shook her head " i ghosted her so she wouldn't leave..."

"You can fight for her" Markus said with hope in his eyes for his sister but that was quickly shut down "No, Y/n made her decision, that's why she came here" Aliyah said nodding slowly, Mia as well

"Since Jenna made her decision..."

"She left..." Markus said letting go of any hope that was left for his sister...

Jenna zoned out... what has she done?