Dear Joe

Dear Joe,

Tomorrows the day,

am I supposed to be scared?

Because I'm terrified.

However,

I'm also excited.

You only die once,

and I get to pick how.

You get on a plane in a few hours,

to fly here,

while in a few more hours,

I will actually,

hopefully,

somehow,

be flying.

What if heaven,

is not like the movies,

and like everyone says it is?

What if it's a cruel,

and mean place,

just like it is here?

If it's not a safe haven,

and it's just another life,

and then another life,

all filled with the same bullshit?

I guess,

I just can't afford,

to think like that.

I will miss you Joe,

as tomorrow night,

at eight pm,

I will no longer be here,

and it will work,

it has too this time.

I love you,

at least as much as one can,

without meeting the other.

So for my second last letter,

to the person who has been through it all,

always beside me without knowing.

You will never see this,

but you're the reason I'm alive,

living and breathing today,

and for that,

I am forever great full.

Love always,

Spring

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Final chapter is in a few days.. ;)

--not asking rudely as I love you all, but if you enjoy the story voting helps me know and stay motivated :) enjoy!--