Michelle, Ma belle

Summer solstice

Slight smut at the end

This was going to be the longest day ever - literally. It was the summer solstice. No, I wasn't going to be dancing around the fire naked with bottles of mead or performing kinky rituals. I was actually just planning on laying in bed all day, but that plan had already been scrapped by my stupid brother, as Noel was stood in my shower and Liam was laid on his floor. UGH! I felt like ripping my hair out.. but first, I needed some time alone.. well, not alone.

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I go downstairs, and pick up the phone, dialing in the number I now knew off heart and could put in with my eyes closed, even using my feet. Lily, of course.

M: "OH MY GOD lily there's so so so much more!"

L: "It never ends! Tell me everything!"

I tell her every little detail, including this morning with noel, and the line goes quiet

M: "You there lils?"

L: "Yeah, I'm just.. wow"

M: "You couldn't put it any better lils. I don't really have anything to say either.. but doesn't that mean they BOTH fancy me?!"

L: "Of course it does! Total playa!" Lily giggles

M: "Well I wasn't planning on that.. but they're so totally fit!" I squeal

L: "Oooh! Right, I need to go because my dad needs help in the kitchen. Summer solstice, eh?"

M: "Yeah - I've got nothing planned."

L: "Do something kinky with Liammmm!"

M: "NO! NOT THAT! I'll find anything to do but that.. anyway, I'll leave you too it"

L: "Have fun with liam and noel! See ya mish, love ya millions."

M: "Fuck you too, bye, love ya really"

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I smile and put down the phone, and look up to see Noel stood in his towel.

"Nice shower?" I ask

"Yeah, great. But I don't have any 'nice clothes' with me." He replies, mocking my question

"You expecting me to lend ya a pair of knickers? Go ask G, I'm sure he'll have somet for you." I shoot back, returning his cockiness.

Noel smirks, flicking his dripping hair so it wets me before he leaves for upstairs. I scowl and sit down on the sofa.

I hear someone coming down, and assume it's Noel "Back already? Did ya miss me that much?"

"Eh?" A higher voice with a stronger accent asks

I turn and look up to see Liam stood in some grey joggers and a black top, confused as ever.

"Sorry, I thought you were Noel"

"Ahah, no worries. I think I look better than him though, I take offence to that." He grins, running a hand through his chestnut hair.

I giggle, then ask the question I've been dying to ask. "Did you remember anything from last night?" I inquire

"Nah, not a thing" Liam lies. He remembered everything really.

"Ah, cool. Must've been proper pissed then?"

"Totally out of it" He chuckles, and flops down on the sofa, kicking his feet up on my thighs. "Nice legs love."

"Cheers" I say, resting my head back on the sofa cushions.

"Can I ask you a question?" He says curiously

"Go on"

"Are you actually a virgin?"

"Yeah"

"You're shittin' me"

"Nah, dead serious. I'm pure as owt."

Liam nods, taking it in, then smirks.
"Ya ever touched yerself pet?"

"I.. erm, yeah I have. Hasn't everyone?"

"Not everyone. Most people" He smirks

"Why you asking?"

"Just curious"

"Curiousity killed the cat, yknow?"

Liam snickers and nods

"Course. So, who do you want to take it off ya? Yer virginity? You got yer eyes on anyone at the moment?"

"Erm, not really. There's people I find fit, but nobody I'm dying for."

"What about me? Dyou think I'm fit?"

"I..erm, well yeah a b-"

"You think I'm fit?!" He snickers

"Er, yeah I guess.. but every girl in our year does"

"Guess I just care more when you do. You're not so bad yourself, yknow?"

"Aren't you charming?" I scoff

"Yeah, I'd say so if I've shagged half the girls in our year." He smirks

"It's not yer words, it's your looks. You don't have a clue how to talk, it's just every time you move your words it screams "Shag me!" To every girl that lays eyes on you"

"Dyou want me to?"

"What?"

"Dyou want me to shag ya?"

"Why would I want you to shag me?!"

Liam shrugs. "Dunno, just seemed like you were trying to make a move. I don't mind if you do, honest. I'll shag ya if you want."

"Erm well.. I'm not sure.. No! I don't know!" I stutter

"This is what I mean, yer getting all shy and fluttery. You must have a thing for me"

"I.. that doesn't mean I want you to shag me - I'm not going to let YOU be my first time!"

Liam shrugs again "Alright, doesn't bother me." He says, looking straight ahead.

I sit silently, until Noel and George break the silence by bursting in. Thank god.

"We're going out to get absolutely pissed, get ready! Summer fuckin solstice!" George snickers, and Noel pulls Liam up off the sofa.

"C'mon man, we need to get ready!" He yells, and shoves liam towards the door so he can get his shoes on.

"Catch ya later doll. Wear something nice for us tonight" Noel says lowly, smirking and sending me a wink before him and Liam shove eachother out of the door.

Ugh, what was his deal? I didn't understand what was going on with us at all.

I brush it off, and go upstairs and get in the shower, but the water can't wash the thoughts out of my mind. And that was made very clear when I begun to touch myself in the shower. What the hell had I resorted to?