Only when I need to be

19: Running With The Devil

... I am waiting... Songs: Recovery- James Arthur  Flesh- Simon Curtis~Wolf

And I can hear the choirs keep on singing
Tell me what they're saying
And I can hear the phone
It keeps on ringing
I don't want to answer
I know that I used to listen
And I know I've become dismissive

In my recovery
I'm a soldier at war
I have broken down walls
I defined
I designed
My recovery

In the sound of the sea
In the oceans of me
I defined
I designed
My recovery

Wolf turned down her music a bit to listen to the conversation around her. "Wolf, what is that you are listening to? It sounds depressing. Bella is your friend upset? Why aren't you making her happy is this som-" Aria slammed her lips on Lovino's to get him to shut up. This past hour he has been a dick to the guys in the group, yet he had been caring to the women, especially Aria. "Trust me you wouldn't want to listen to her other music. One of them is called Flesh." Aria shuddered a bit, remembering Jordan and Wolf singing it recently. "What are you a zombie, why would you have that song? Play it please." Skye smirked, waiting for the reaction she wanted. Wolf clicked on the song and waited.

This is not the way into my heart
Into my head
Into my brain
Into none of the above
This is just my way of unleashing
The feelings deep inside of me
This spark of black that I seem to love
We can get a little crazy just for fun
Just for fun
Don't even try to hold it back
Just let go
Tie me up and take me over
Till you're done
Till I'm done
You've got me fiendin
And I'm ready to blow

Lovino's eyes widened, "I don't think this is a zombie song." Rose shushed him. Lovino shook his bright red face and hid his eyes. Aria wrapping her arm around his shoulder.

Push up to my body
Sink your teeth into my
Flesh
Get undressed
Taste the flesh
Bite into me harder
Sink your teeth into my
Flesh
Pass the test
Taste the flesh
Hold me up against the wall
Give it till I beg
Give me some more
Make me bleed I like it R-
Like it R- R- R-
Push up to my body
Sink your teeth into my
Flesh

Jordan and Wolf began singing along with the song, causing more people to stare again. Castiel stared at Jordan with something of lust in his eyes, never thinking Jordan would sing something like this, but he was really into it. Rose moved closer to Wolf wrapping her arms around the snow hair colored girls waist.

Hold my hands above my head
And push my face into the bed
Cause I'm a screamer baby
Make me a mute
You put your hand upon my neck and feel the pulse
Beat beat beat beat
It's like a trigger
Get me ready to shoot
Wanna wrestle with me baby
Here's a sneak
Little peek
You can dominate the game
Cause I'm tough
I don't play around that often
When I do
I'm a freak
So you'd better believe
I like it rough

Lovino snatched Wolf's phone out of her hand and turned the song off. Gaining moans of protest. "Why'd you have to turn it off curl?" Wolf slumped back into Rose. Lovino's eyes slitted. "Why did you call me that? That isn't my name..." "Well she has a nickname for everyone." Castiel's shoulders tensed up, ready for a fight. Lucifer came in view,  choosing to ignore Castiel's position. "See she calls me Satan, or the Devil. She calls Castiel the punk angel, she calls Jordan Kitty, Skye isn't even her real name so..., she calls Rose flower, Dan a llama, Aria a midget, and now you, curl." Jordan laughed along with Rose, Skye, and Aria. Lovino looked at Lucifer with a weird look. "Who the hell are you and why would she call you Satan or Devil?" Lucifer smiled and took a seat next to Lovino and extended his hand. "Hi my name is Lucifer." Lovino's hand had stopped mid-way. "Are you the anti-Christ?" Aria grabbed her Vocaloid book and hit him upside the head with it. "SAY YOU ARE SORRY!" Lovino cringed at his love's voice being so harsh and scolding. He looked over at a waiting Lucifer, with a defiant look in his eyes "I am sorry Lucifer." The man in question shook his head. "No its okay, and no I am not the anti-Christ. Wolf just like to be a huge bitch sometimes." Aria looked over at the white haired girl and threw her the Vocaloid book, which Wolf used to hit Lucifer with.

While this was going on Castiel had slipped away, only noticed by Jordan. "CASSIE WAIT UP!" Cas turned around to see Jordan running up to him. He took a deep breath to calm himself down. "Hey Kitten what do you need?" When Jordan caught up to him she leaned herself on her knees and gulped for air. "Why did you leave? We were having fun..." Castiel sighed and rubbed his face. "Excuse me for not wanting to be around the guy who tried to steal you from me." Jordan rolled her eyes. "We are only friends, I was told you and Wolf would be keeping an eye on him. So what do you have to worry about?" Castiel began pacing back in forth in front of Jordan, making her worry."Do you really not like him?" Castiel stopped and threw his hands in the air, "NO I DON'T! HE WAS GOING TO MAKE YOU UNHAPPY! THAT WAS TEARING AWAY AT MY INSIDES! THE REASON WOLF AND I BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF HIM WAS BECAUSE HE WAS GOING TO HURT YOU! MAKE YOU UPSET! TAKE YOU AWAY FROM ME AND I... I... I don't think I could have taken that. You were the only person who really kept me happy, than I met your friends, and they made me happy. You were the reason I behaved, so I could make you cared for." Castiel was sitting on the ground now, his face in his hands, not noticing Jordan sitting next to him. "Cas?" The man looked up. "Yes Jordan?" "I love you." Castiel lifted his tear stained face and looked over at Jordan, his eyes wide. "Jordan... I-I love you to... I love you so much." Jordan smiled and stood up, extending her hand to him, to which he took a hold of. She lifted him off the ground and pulled him in for a kiss. When they pulled away, she began wiping his tears. "Never cry." She whispered, her lips inches away from Castiel's. "I... I think I'm ready to go back to the group now, and I wanna give Lucifer a chance." Jordan nodded, giving him one last kiss and walking back.

Time Skip

"So Wolf... where are we going." Rose asked, unaware of what they were about to do. Wolf asked Rose on a date, seeing as if they haven't had one recently. Wolf shook her head with a smile, "Ah ah ahhh, its a surprise." Rose groaned and opened her mouth to say something, Wolf knowing this wasgoing to happen turned on the radio, "Ah Van Halen, Running With The Devil." She turned the music up and spared a glance at the blonde next to her. She looked back at the road and began singing along with the song, and in the middle of it noticed Rose was singing as well. 'She even likes my kind of music!' a grateful smile appeared on Wolf's lips, not going unseen by Rose. When the song ended Rose reached up and turned of the radio. "So what was the smile for?" Wolf chuckled, "Just thinking of how much we have in common, thinking that if I never kissed you to shut your pretty little mouth up, we would have never been here, and thinking of you. You make me smile like I never have before, you a real smile, not my bitch face smiles, or my sarcastic ones, just me." Rose let out a content sigh, never thinking a girl like Wolf was actually a romantic. She unbuckled her seat belt and snuggled up to Wolf, making her nod off.

Another Time Skip

"Hey...sleepy head wake up..." Rose opened her eyes, a little confused as to where she was. Then looking up to see Wolf, a smile spread out across her face. "I thought I was only having the best dream ever, but then I opened my eyes and it was still happening." Wolf smiled and leaned down to slowly kiss Rose. When the pulled away Wolf got out to open the door for a still little drowsy flower. She held out her hand and took Rose to a small clearing with candles and  blanket laid out, with a basket of food. "Oh Wolf, this is so cute, on a hill away from people, with what, OH FISH AND CHIPS!" Rose ran over to the plates laid out and began to eat. Wolf laughed as she sat down opposite from Rose and started eating as well. "Rose... will you wait for me to say those three words, I really... I really don't say them but... will you wait and say it after I do?" Rose gave a twinkling laugh and nodded. "Sweetheart... anything for you." Wolf smiled and leaned forward to give Rose a lingering kiss. They continued their night, ending up falling asleep looking at the stars.

Yep, we have Castiel's emotion's, Lovino, and Wolf and Rose. I recommend all the songs I have talked about. ~Wolf