I used to be able to feel disconnected from them
and basically be an emotionless zombie
my friends didn't like it
maybe I was dead on the inside
I still dont know
now im permanently connected back
now I can feel the strength of love and its great...
til im hurt and broken
and then it swells up,
all that pain
and is released onto my thighs
don't be all sympathetic
its all my fault
making the mistake of making my emotions
permanently attached once again
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