Carson got out of the car, walking inside and closing the door behind him. He heard knocking coming from upstairs. He placed down his bag, slowly climbing up to the next floor
He got to the top of the steps, "god help my child...hes lost" His mother spoke from in her bedroom, hitting her head against the wall
"Mama stop it" Carson said walking into the room, His mother continued to hit her head. "Mama!" He said louder causing her to stop, looking up at him "I don't wanna upset you" He simply explained
He sat down next to her "so you're becoming a man now" His mother said as Carson slowly nodded. "say it" She said, Carson shook his head
"Carson say it" She said a little sterner "No Mama..." "say it" "just talk to me" "say it...the first sin" She continued "why won't you talk to me?" He asked "was the sin of intercourse"
"and the first sin was the sin of intercourse" Carson repeated "why didn't you tell me Mama? I feel weird.....I-" He asked as his mother continued to mutter "and men would be influenced by the devil herself" His mother said
"I'm not saying that" He repeated "Say it" His mother said, Carson got up "no....thats not even in the Bible it doesn't say that anywhere" He defended, His mother began to pray
"oh lord....help this little boy see the sin of his days and ways....save him from the curse of the devil" His mother prayed "I didn't sin Mama" He said
"you showered with those other boys" She explained "everyone has to shower mama those are the rules" He tried to reason "you are being influenced by the devil herself...you're having lust filled thoughts"
"(Name) isn't the Devil mama....I promise" He said "no no no.....he can see you" She stood up with him, a Bible in hand. "sees a nice girl I promise.....she isn't a sinner" He continued
"he can smell the sin on you and he shall punish you!" He hit him with the Bible sending him to the ground. He tried to collect himself as his mother crouched down continuing to pray
"the lord will not let this sin fall upon you" She muttered, Carson looked up at her "no...''the lord is good, His unfailing love endures forever'' remember? ''and his faithfulness continues through all generations''" He quoted
She didn't listen grabbing his face, moving his hair "I'm going to keep you away from that school and girl" She promised, he got up "you can't" He walked out the room, walking downstairs
"we can pray! pray together! to save our weak, sinning souls!" She ran after him "you didn't tell me and they laughed.....I didn't sin....you sinned!" He stood up to her
"I did not" She spoke lowly from the bottom of the stairs "I did not sin" she walked towards him as he began to fold back in on himself, she opened a small closet door
"go to your closet" She instructed, he shook his head. Fear entering his features "no Mama" "go to your closet and pray" She said moving closer to him as he began to walk backwards
"no..." He shook his head as she grabbed him, "no!" He screamed, "Pray! pray for forgiveness!" She yelled pulling him back towards the closet as he screamed and cried "no! mama! help! help!" He screamed out as he struggled
"Pray to have your sins forgiven!" She yelled at him as they got near the closet door. "(Name)!" He called out to her in desperation, she shoved him in the closet, slamming and locking the door
He knocked on the door "no! let me out!" He pleaded "you pray little boy! pray for forgiveness" She had her hand on the door as he cried to let him out
"god you suck!" He hit the door, a large crack forming in the middle. He stumbled back as the lights flickered; He sat down looking around the small room
he began to whimper, pulling his legs to his chest. He took the bracelet off hugging it to his chest as a lifeline as he buried his head in his knees
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Later that evening his mother had come and collected him from the room, waking him up gently. "did you finish your prayers?" She asked him, he nodded gently in reply
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The next day at school Carson sat in the passenger seat, his mother dropping him off at school. "I'll be okay Mama" He nodded
"I'm going to leave work early today and pick you up after school" She explained "and no talking to that girl anymore" She sternly said, Carson didn't reply looking down before getting out of the car
He slung his bag over his shoulder, gaining looks and whispers from some people as he walked into the building. He tried to ignore the stares, walking further into the school
He walked down a hall, gaining more stares than he had outside. "that's him" One girl whispered with a chuckle to her friend gaining a laugh back as a boy stared at him while walking past
He passed a section of lockers which had multiple lewd and distasteful things written about him in paint, which was being scrubbed off by the school janitor. Most of which consisted of him being a perv towards a certain girl
He looked down again "Carson?" (Name) said walking towards him. He flinched at her voice, avoiding eye contact and walking as quickly as he could to the male bathroom
(Name) quickly went after him, stopping at the bathrooms entrance. "Carson? come on.....look I don't believe what's being said" She explained
Carson was in the bathroom, looking at himself in one of the mirrors as he tried not to cry. He listened to (Names) voice, hating the group of boys for what they had done
Suddenly the bathroom mirror had shattered, he pieces falling into the sink. He moved his hands away from the glass, staring at it as it began to hover causing his frown to be replaced with a smile
He heard (Names) fast footsteps, causing him to look away from the shards as they dropped back in the sink. "Are you ok?" She sounded generally concerned looking at the shattered glass, assuming he had used his hand to break it
He grabbed his bag, giving her one last look before running out of the bathroom past her. "Carson!" She sadly called after him with a defeated sigh
She looked back over to the mirror, her eyebrows furrowing at the lack of blood present alongside the shards. She walked towards the sink, her suspicion only raising as she looked up at the bathroom door
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The Devil Himself || *Male* Carrie (Carson) White x Reader (Fem.)
FanfictionNOTE: Due to the base content of the story, this story has more violence and slight 'sexual' content then some of my other books. *Male* Carrie (Carson) White x Reader (Fem.) A slight friends/Strangers to lover's story taking place in the 2013 vers...