The Nice Guy(Short Story)

sa mga nakakakilala sakin, alam niyo na siguro kung san ko hinugot tong istoryang to..hahaha..it kinda resembles my own love story(1yr and 7 mos ago..lol)..wala lang..naisipan ko lang isulat..pero siyempre, yung babae at lalake jan, iba samin..yung story lang at hindi yung pagkatao..mwamwa..enjoy!!

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THE NICE GUY

he's nice while I'm kinda bad..hindi naman sa opposite kami, basta, mahirap iexplain!!ahemmm..ganito kasi yan, siya yung tipo ng lalakeng walang bisyo, dedicated sa studies, gentle man..GOOD BOY kumbaga..samantalang ako, may bisyo(though occasionally lang naman ako umiinom), may pagkabarumbado..and a PLAYGIRL..yeah, I don't really believe in true love or forever..these "things" don't exist in "my" world..wag niyo kong husgahan kasi wala naman kayong alam..sabagay, jan naman kayo magaling diba??ANG MANGHUSGA..ginagawa niyo lang itong libangan..why don't you make your time productive instead of judging??I mean, ikinaganda niyo ba yon??yumaman ba kayo??anyway, that's so much talking..lemme tell you more about HIM..The Nice Guy..

when I first met him, I know, there's something about him..he's got a heart of steel..just like me..pero ang pinagkaiba lang namin, hindi siya playboy..at mabait siya.. mabait naman ako pero hindi mabait na mabait kagaya niya..hell, it's complicated alright??

"hey!!what's your name??" tanong ko..syempre, nachallege ako sa katarayan niya(though sakin lang siya mataray kasi alam siguro niyang playgirl ako)

he stared at me for a while then ignored me..wow..

"are you deaf??"inis na tanong ko

"no..I'm not..I heard you..I just don't like talking to you"he said coldly without looking at me

he finds me really annoying..well, I like him even more because of that..not that I LIKE him in a romantic way, no, not at all..I just like his attitude.. pahard to get kasi siya..iba siya sa mga nakilala ko

araw araw ko siyang kinukulit..hanggang lumipas ang dalawang buwan..

nga pala, Keiffer ang pangalan niya..I have to admit that he's one hella amazing guy..and THAT made me fell in love with him..first time to!!and it scares me..

umiwas ako nung alam kong in love na ko sa kanya..I can't just fall in love with a guy..lahat ng pinaghirapan ko masisira lang dahil sa buwisit na love na yan!!ayoko..ayokong maging mahina..

"I like you" he said "no, that's wrong..I love you"

I was beyond happy when he said those words to me..all of the sacrifices I made, all the pain I've suffered were all gone..so I guess, now, I'm ready..ready to be hurt and at the same time, ready to be happy..

pinapasaya niya ako araw araw..lagi siyang nageeffort para pasayahin ako..I can't lose this guy..he's beyond perfect..he's wonderful..HE'S MY EVERYTHING..

syempre, sa Una yan..lagi naman diba??sa UNA lang masaya!!

after months of being in love, he suddenly changed..he's not the guy that I use to love anymore..I know, were both busy because of the exams..but what the hell!!kahit isang text man lang sana ng good morning at good night..mahirap bang gawin yon??wala ba siyang load??mayaman naman siya ahh??

pinupuntahan ko siya sa college niya ngunit di niya ako pinapansin..he's pretending that he's busy..ang masakit pa, pag may babaeng lumalapit sa kanya, di man lang niya iniiwasan kahit alam niyang nandon lang ako at nakatingin sa kanya

I was crying every night..He made me feel like I was nothing to him..he made me feel worthless and unwanted..syempre, nagtiis muna ako..SOBRANG PAGTITIIS na nakalimutan ko na ang sarili ko dahil sa kanya..until one day, I just fell out of love..ewan, napagod narin siguro ako sa kahihintay na babalik pa siya..yung DATING SIYA..pero wala eh, di ko na nahintay..masisisi niyo ba ako??siguro..siguro nga kasalanan ko kung bakit hinayaan kong mawala yung pag-ibig ko sa kanya

turns out he's the same with all the guys I've met..the ones who broke my heart..sana di ko nalang siya nakilala

well, I guess everyone's so busy reminding me not to hurt him that they forgot to remind HIM, not to hurt ME..ano bang magagawa ko??eh nakilala siya bilang NICE GUY..feeling nila, ako lang ang kayang manakit sa kanya..akala nila, hindi niya ako kayang saktan..and so, he did

dumating ang panahong napansin na niya sigurong nagbago na ako..na hindi ko na siya kinukulit at hinahabol..I've realize my worth..this time, siya naman ang gumawa ng mga effort na ginawa ko non..ang pagpunta sa college niya para lang makita siya..pero gaya ng ginawa niya sakin noon, di ko siya pinansin..alam kong mali itong ginagawa ko..I shouldn't do what he did to me..I just can't hurt this guy..kasi kahit papano, pinasaya niya ako

revenge won't do any good..huhukayin ko lang ang sarili kong libingan pag nagkataon

I broke up with him..kasi yon yung alam kong tamang gawin..I don't love him anymore..bakit ko pa ipagpapatuloy ang relasyon namin kung di ko na siya mahal??darn..that would be stupid

I cried..I don't even know why I cried the day I broke up with him..nalilito ako kung bakit ako umiiyak..nakulong ako sa tanong na "BAKIT"..oo, maaaring pagsisihan ko to pagdating ng panahon..pero ayokong ipagkait sa kanya ang chance para maging masaya sa piling ng iba..maybe we're not meant for each other..isa kami sa mga halimbawa ng pinagtagpo ngunit hindi tinadhana

he's just my lesson, not my forever..pero gaya ng sinabi ni Hazel Grace sa the fault in our stars, masaya ako sa "little infinity" namin

now, he's happy with someone else at nanatili akong single..don't get me wrong..this is my choice..I choose to love myself

atleast alam kong tama ang naging desisyon kong pakawalan siya..pero minsan, tinatanong ko kung kailan din kaya ako magiging masaya??bakit lahat ng pinakawalan ko, masaya na sa piling ng iba habang ako, nananatili paring mag-isa??

I'm not waiting for anyone..ayoko ng maghintay..I'll focus on myself this time..mananatili akong matatag..papatunayan kong di ko kailangan ng lalake para lang maging masaya..I know I can..and I will